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This was a triumph
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10/03/2018

The Facebook group really re-energized my interest in Bloop, and keeping this guy trucking along for good. I was surprised at how easy it was to recover all of my old accounts -- even the stupid troll one. I'm looking back at all of my old entries, most of which I hope are privatized and... wow, they hurt to read. It's like looking into the mind of my blunder years. Most people get nothing but pictures and maybe a physical diary, but I get all of the inner thoughts of an idiot teenager.

It is super interesting, but boy is it difficult to get through. I'm surprised at how much I separated my real life from my online life, despite how much time I spent trying to get the people in my life to make accounts here.

I don't know if I feel all that good reading through it all. I'm lucky enough to have had my life get better and better over time. I was unhappy as a teenager, and I couldn't wait to grow up. While most people tend to look back at their formative years fondly, I feel... indescript feelings? It's like a strong indifference. The term bittersweet comes to mind, but I don't know if the sweet part is all that sweet.

I guess the silver lining here is that things are great now, and my relationship with myself is as strong as it's ever been. I don't feel all that lonely, I'm a lot more confident in my social interactions, and a lot more comfortable in the world in general, and how I allow myself to be perceived by others.

I'm glad to hear everyone is doing so well. I guess except for Mindi, who had a seriously unfortunate incident with a neighbor and her dog, but I'll let her share that horrific story on her own.

I hope to update more. It's interesting getting to know all of you all over again.

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good to have you back!

yes, the Facebook group reminded me how much I loved this place. It's so nice to see how everyone is doing again.

also, i really need to privatize my old entries 😂 may have to do that when i get off work.

Take care! [[mandie knickers]�Star|0 likes] [like|reply]

YES. Reading through my old entries was half-nostalgia, half-physical-pain, and semi-traumatic. It's grand you're in a better place now. [The RyanStar|0 likes] [like|reply]

It's great to see you writing again. [SteveStar|0 likes] [like|reply]

I cringed so hard at some of my old stuff. Ugh.

I’m glad things are going well for you now!
[JessicaStar|0 likes] [like|reply]

I so wish I could see the old entries I wrote. It would actually help with helping back up my mental health diagnosis. Oh well.

I'm so glad you're doing better! To see growth like that is an amazing feeling! [teenahpea|0 likes] [like|reply]

I can’t reciver mine but I came to bloop in my late 20’s which happened to be some pretty immature years for me. So I get this I remember some posts even though I can’t see them. I am happy to be back a more mature me but we gotta laugh at the lessons. You have a visual aid. It’s pricekess really [*Kimberly|0 likes] [like|reply]

Please Steve get an iPhone app so I can see my comments to spell correctly 😂 [*Kimberly|0 likes] [like|reply]

I was the same, separating real life from online life, though I would sometimes do some friends only rants or observations from real life. But I generally put on a bit of an exaggerated persona, using silly expressions and language for fun! Bloop kind of seemed like a weird alternate reality. [EstellaStar|0 likes] [like|reply]

Man, oh man, was it hard to go and re-read through some stuff. Even though I was still semi-active over the years, I went through some of my old entries and.... DAMN. How things have changed!! [Ethan JamesStar|0 likes] [like|reply]

Reading through my old entries is..... traumatising and yet, bittersweet.
Good to see you back on bloop [*amour de bebe*Star|0 likes] [like|reply]

I don’t have my old entries, glad you’re doing well [BOTTOMStar|0 likes] [like|reply]

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