[Just follow the link and watch the video at the bottom if nothing else]
Oh, bloody hell! Mood swing central over here. Thankfully it's been on the up for the latter half of the day. I knew I was starting to cheer up when I randomly got horny in the middle of my house chores. My dick is a good mood indicator. I'm like a dog. Anyway, I know my mood will be unpredictable because it's clearly an ADHD mood swing. I'm like LALALA THIS AND THIS AND THIS AND THIS and ZZZZZZZZZZOOOOMMMGGGG!!!!!!!!!! ------------TTTTTTTHHHHHHHTHIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSS. And sensation seeking. I want things to touch me. If someone were to rub my arms right now, I would just maul them to death and then hump them wildly. Ggggoooddd yeeessss my aaarrrrrrrmmmmmsssssss mmmmmmmmmmmm.
And this mood swing threw me right into Luke's arms. God, I couldn't tell you the last time we have fucked like that. It used to be a daily thing; not so much since Luke's mother died. When he came home from work today, he looked ssssooooo... big... and... hard... (I'm talking about his biceps you perverts!) ... sweaty... and... I was just like, jaw drops to the ground, starts drooling, can't walk straight... Subtlety never one of my strengths, Luke knew my mental state as soon as he laid eyes on me. He just smirked, and acted nonchalant. Ah, gets me every time. I love being sexually frustrated and Luke knows exactly how to push me to the point of desperation.
...Oh, god. Sorry, I just suddenly got the urge to tidy this room so yeah. No you won't get to hear the end of that story it's nothing interesting we had sex that's all. God I really need, like, I don't know, a tallboy or something to put my clothes in. I went through a phase of wanting to hang everything up, but now I want to fold everything, now that I've finally learned how to fold my clothes properly, it's like a novelty. But I have no drawers!!!! NO DRAWERS FOR MY CLOTHES. WHAT AM I TO DO?????????
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ADHD audio simulation.
http://3stepsadd.com/premium/auditory-simulation-of-add-adhd/
This is an awesome simulation because a lot of people don't realise that I'm being serious when I say I can't think straight in certain environments. It's very overwhelming and frustrating and basically impossible to be in busy places like grocery stores, lectures, pubs, clubs, support groups, family gatherings, or even your own home if the person you live with likes to watch a lot of TV. Oh, and waiting rooms which have the radio playing... I can't stand that... Always enter the appointment completely bewildered because I've spent the last half hour sitting in a room wanting to escape the noise but being unable to do so, and nobody else seems to notice how loud it is and there's always a fucking sign taped to it that says "do not touch stereo".
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