Weight today:138.4
Calorie intake: 1940 (too high)
Activity: walked dogs 3 times, mini stepper, situps, cleaning
Still feel enormous
I'm so fat right now
I feel every inch of fat and skin covering my bones
It is disgusting
Depressed
Skip the depression pills for 2 days
Went back to them today
Took almost all my concentration
Just not to slip into complete gluttony
I still see all sorts of places
I could have avoided calories
Had an oatmeal cookie
When I almost overdrawed my account
And I had to borrow money
From a friend
Becoming an addictive shopoholic
As well
Nice
I really want to be antisocial right now
Very wounded, fear of getting hurt
Not feeling good enough
To mingle with the normal attractive people
I wanted today to be better
But at least I felt some control again
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