The week is coming to a close
And I would say
Ive had one or two dieting days
At the most
Kept up the exercising
Took laxatives once
In isolation mode
Only spoke to three people
Via texting all-day
Don't feel very well
Feel like a big fat ass
Ordered a journal
To keep track of my calories with
Feel hopeless, worthless, not good enough
Almost incapable of stopping myself
From doing self destructive things
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