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Beyond Belief
by A RedSox Fan

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pain of December *poem

12/17/2014

The pain of December
12-17-14
By Jonathan

I thought I was ok, I thought I was fine
I woke up trying to figure out why I’m alive
I thought I could get over you
I couldn’t be further from it being true

I feel like I’m being strangled, I can’t breathe
The pain was building up, there’s no ease
I’m gasping for breath
I can’t get any rest
That knot of pain and sadness is deep in my stomach
It’s weighing me down like a ton of bricks

My eyes are filled with dried tears
I have no one to hold, no one is here
I am living my ultimate fear
Is anyone out there?

What’s the point of getting out of bed?
I got nowhere to go, my heart is dead
There’s no one home and I don’t work today
I try and I try, I just feel frayed

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You have an awesome way with words!!!!

[twistedlady|0 likes] [|reply]

Im sorry you feel that way but you express it beautifully!!!

[twistedlady|0 likes] [|reply]

tragically beautiful..*hugs*

[»Mrs. Evans«|0 likes] [|reply]

full on expression of emotion. well done.

[justlooking|0 likes] [|reply]

there are always reasons to get out of bed.

[ ✌-mel-☮|0 likes] [|reply]

This is going to sound weird, but I think we used to be bloop friends a while back. I've been here since 2003 or 2004. I had a story diary named Kaya. Did you used to host writing contests? Your name just seems really familiar to me. I can't shake it, so I figured I'd bug you.

[ ✌-mel-☮|0 likes] [|reply]

I've felt this exact same way in years past. You paint a vivid picture.

[TheHighlander|0 likes] [|reply]

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