Brain On Frappé | 06/23/2010 |
 Ever had the wind knocked out of you? It ever happen when something
happens you just didn't expect? 17 years ago, a person stepped out of my
life and I never thought I'd hear from her again. Today, she found me
on LinkedIN.
As we parted on less than happy terms, I never
thought that I'd see or hear from her again. Not Ever. Not that I didn't want to see her, mind you.
So, Now what? What do I tell
my wife? Do I tell her anything? Do I need to? I'm hardly going to run
off with a lover from the past, but those strong feelings that I had
trouble getting past so long ago didn't just curl up and die... I truly
cared for this person, and She Sought ME out...
No. Nothing is
going to happen. I'm a different person, in a different world that
doesn't have room for stupid crushes. I've been over her for a long
time. I'm not going to let myself get caught up in the adrenaline I'm
feeling right now. I just have to chill.
I can do that. You
should see how patient I am with my crappy job. (OK, perhaps I'm
fucked...) |
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