I feel thoroughly satisfied that I've titled this entry appropiately xD
79.1 today. I can't believe how much of a difference it makes to losing weight when you drop alcohol from your diet completely. This makes me happy
Yesterday, I made a video. It was for my children/child in years to come. The video has been titled "TTC Vlog 1".... It's of me rambling on about PCOS, how long I have been trying for. What my husband thinks about the whole thing ect ect. The funniest thing about this video is when my husband actually played it when he got home last night. I was completely honest in the vlog and called him 'old' hahahaha. He laughed at me I don't know why but I find it uncomfortable recording myself. I played it back when I finished and it sounded like I was reading a book aloud for a long period of time. My voice was croaky. I plan on having my husband in the next videos to come. I'd feel alot more comfortable.
This isn't the first time I've tried making a video on the subject but at least my first serious video. I stored it on a DVD after making it in windows movie. I have lost count how many times I've uploaded on youtube and then decided to delete. Safest thing to do now is to NOT upload any and just store these videos away for our own personal collection. If...IF I fall pregnant, I might upload them to youtube to give other women hope and take them on the journey that I went through. But for now, it's a closed door.
Off this topic completely...
Shared accommodation sucks so bad! Same thing EVERY morning...
Husband gets up and has a shower
Husband leaves the bathroom and comes back into room
Housemate 1 then goes to bathroom and spends like an hour in it.
and me? I'm pacing up and down busting to go to the toilet.
EVERY morning!!! Grrrr I have to wait forever just to use the bathroom for less than a minute. What is up with that? I've tried getting up the same time and going while husband has a shower but majority of the time, he's back in the room getting dressed before I wake up and AS SOON AS HE GETS OUT OF THE BATHROOM, housemate 1 (whose bedroom is directly opposite the bathroom) is in there and stays like half the morning.
Not today though. No Sir E... I woke up before my husband got out of the bathroom. The moment he stepped foot into the bedroom, I sprinted out the door and got my relief TMI sorry, it's a tough mission in this house
Same goes with Housemate 2.
We either have to eat very early or very late because the guy spends FOREVER in the kitchen cooking ALL the time lol. I like this housemate, he's nice but a nuisance as far as us needing to cook for ourselves as well goes. Oh man, his food smells sooooooooo good. The things that man cooks is A grade i swear. He's middle eastern and alot of what he cooks is traditional food. And he also like to experiment with all these meats and vegies and sauces ect. He always offers me food as well but I decline his offers because A) I might have possibly already eaten and B) I NEVER eat food a stranger cooks. Yes, we've been living together for 2 years but I don't know him well enough to accept his cooking. This sounds mean but same goes with everything. I NEVER cook chicken at home. I buy it from KFC. Why? Because they HAVE to have standards. I wouldn't trust my own cooking ESPECIALLY chicken lol
Anyway... Ramble, ramble as said.. gtg
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