5
After Johnny came in from outside, he slipped out of his clothes and into the bed right next to me.
Thinking i am passed out he reaches over and brushes the hair out of my face, bends in and kisses my cheek.
" I love you."
he whispered in my ear as he held me tight and slipped into a deep sleep.
i couldn't sleep, he was snoring next to me, that didn't bother me, but he said the "L" word to me!!!
My mind wouldn't stop thinking about how natural that sounded, how.... "Jesus! it's ONLY been a few days, what is he thinking, he CAN'T possiably MEAN that."
"will you stop thinking about it and go to sleep?"my mind told me.
" I CAN'T he's being so, so FUCK IT, he's being romanitc, I HATE romance!!!! and he can't be real, he's lying to me!!!"
" Oh yeah right, then why is he laying there next to you HOLDING you in his arms?' still thinking to my self.
"Because he wants to use me and try to break my spirits and stomp me into the ground just like the rest, that's fucking why will you get the hell out of my brain? I hate you!"
" i am your mind speaking, and I LOVE you and what the HELL would a mega billionaire want from YOU? you don't have jack shit, and your worried he's going to take that from you? your so awesome!"
" SHUT THE FUCK UP I'M TRYING TO SLEEP!!!!"
" Ok, you may sleep, you are exhausted, but never think you can win an arguement with yourself again, got that girlie?"
"Fuck you"
"God, my mind can be so annoying sometimes!"
I pass out finally able to.
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This morning I woke up first, laying there, staring at Johnny, smiling.
my eyes glistining with stars in them, my smile that won't go away.
Johnny, opens his eyes.
"good mornin beautiful, I love you."
my face went white and my expression was that of true and utter fear.
" Um, Good morning sexy, you want some breakfast?"
I was able to get out, hoping that he had missed that i didn't say the "L" word back to him.
to my surprise, i think he didn't notice because he agreed to breakfast.
" i need to go potty first, then i'll start to cook, ok?"
"OK" he said emotionless.
i came out of the bathroom and wen back to Johnny.
He was laying there so perfect, so beautiful, so, JOHNNY, except he didn't have that smile, or the sparkle in his eye like normal, i chose to ignore that and crawled back in bed wiht him.
" And, just what do YOU want?" he grinned a half grin, his eyes still dull.
" I want to snuggle, is that ok?" I ask.
He reaches out his arm and i lay my head on his shoulder.
He smelled so damned good, i couldnt help but give hid pectoral muscle a few pecks of my own.
Here i was thinking that we had time before Bina and Rob came in. So maybe we might have time for a bit of a quickie.
No, this is what happened next.
Johnny took his arm out from underneith me and sat up in the bed.
" what is up Johnny? are you mad at me?"
" Uh, Yeah, i kinda am!" he muttered.
" Why what did I do? did i embarass you last night while drinking?"
" You just don't fucking GET it do you? are you dense or stupid, maybe a bit mentally challenged?"
"What are you talking about?"
" I just told you i LOVE you and you say nothing, you act like it was never said! You just lay there asking me if i want FOOD!"
" I know you said you l l l, you know! But how the HELL would you know that? I'm weird, and crazy and a bad mother, and just an all around fuck up, and not really supposed to be in this situation!"
"What situation? One where some one LOVES you? You are STUPID!"
at this point i am so angry i could scream, and that's what i did, i screamed at him so loudly that he got up and left the room.
About ten minutes later, Johnny came back in smelling of fresh cigarette.
"We are going to try this again, I LOVE YOU!"
I open my mouth to talk and he stops me by climbing back into the bed with me.
" Johnny, I have been so hurt in the past, every time some guy decided to tell me that and i say it back to them, they begin to hurt me, mentally and physically. you scare me."
"does this scare you?"
He reached over and gently held my chin in his hands.
Johnny gazed into my eyes, this time with fire and passion, i could SEE that he loved me.
" LOVE YOU!" he whispered.
"I..."
My word were interrupted with a welcome tongue in my mouth.
"Does This scare you?"
Johnny reached for my breast.
"I love you! And you will get used to me saying that."
"we...."
my words once again replaced by his tongue.
"are you frightened?"
His hand left my breast and went into my inner thigh.
"I love you."
all I could do is moan at this point.
" lay back baby."
i did as i was told and spread my legs.
he leaned in and kissed my lower lips, I moaned again.
Johnny rose up and laid back down on top of me as he guided his cock inside of my vagina.
his rythem and mine were that of the clear, clean great lakes on a warm, breezy summer day.
" Oh yeah, mmm mmm mmm."
" Shhhhh." he whispered
" I only want to hear one thing out of your mouth, and NOT for the first time while we are making LOVE."
he increased his strokes as i lay there bucking back and forth with him trying not to make a sound, panting sweating, falling into deep bliss.
My eyes rolled back in the back of my head as i quietly came.
Johnny moaned and pulled out of me.
" It's time for a cig and a shower, babe."
Johnny lead me to the shower where we both cleaned up.
after the shower i dried off and got dressed.
He grabbed me and kissed me passionately on the lips, KI gaxed into his deep, brown eyes.
" I....love you...too."
I stammered as we heard the front door close in the living room.
" Hi guys, we will be right out."
i yelled from the bathroom.
Johnny walked, I FLOATED to the table to meet our guests.
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