i am honestly speechless. i mean yeah in the past me and my husband has fought. but nothing like here a couple days ago. i dont think things will ever be the same now.
i had told him that i was taking my son and dropping him off at his (biological) father's house to spend the evening...and all hell broke loose. scared the shit outta me. it use to be that all he did was punch walls. but this time...he threw me on the floor in front of my daughter and banged my head against the floor. all i heard was him yelling at me and my daughter screaming "dont hurt mommy". when he stopped i picked her up and took her to her room and laid her in bed. i told her it was ok that daddy was just mad at mommy.
so after putting her in bed, i went back out to get the cell phone to see if i could go to my sister's house for the night. all hell broke loose again and she threw me to the floor in the back room and started choking me. idk what the hell happened or anything. he thinks when i drop off my son with his father...that i'd fucking him too. i mean seriously? Wtf? i know i'd be in sooo much trouble if i ever did that.
now i keep my phone tucked away in my bra...i told tim that i felt safer that way. he apologizes...but i cant bring myself to forgive him or forget what he did. is that wrong of me? should i forgive him?
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