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by Shar

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Ugh sometimes I think the world is backwards

06/30/2011



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There has been a lot going on but I haven't been writing. I've been so busy trying to keep my head up I haven't had time to reflect on all the bullshit. Most of it I haven't wanted to think about. But I do have a few things I want to say regardless of others opinions.

1. I've had Cliff around again, stupid yea but I feel better right now with him here then I did without him so I'm cool with this. Well there is this older woman that he knows. A few months ago her and her husband accused him and his brother of stealing an old rotting wishing well from her yard, which they didn't do. Things were quiet for a while until last night, she called and apologized saying a bunch of crap. I was at work. He calls me at work and says she's apologized and wants him to go to a party she's having at her house. I was like I'm having a bad feeling please don't go. We end up fighting and he goes. He calls me when he's like 10 mins from their place saying he's almost there and all I get to here is someone asking him where the fuck they know him from and then bam like the phone hit the ground. She set him up. He got jumped by 5 people last night and luckily 2 random guys just happened to drive by and get in the middle. They brought him up to me kinda fucked up. Then that girl starts calling saying all kinds of shit. He's pissed as hell and partly drunk. So he keeps hitting the fuck you button, she leaves a message saying that by the time the law finds him there won't be any pieces left when she's done. So after I get off work we go to the sheriffs office, Cliff is bruised and bloody, obviously beat up and they refuse to help him because he's had a few drinks. They say they can arrest him for drunk in public but that they'll cut him a break and let him leave. I was like wtf??? So they won't help and refuse to listen to the message even though they know she threatened his life and set him up. They say he's not credible when he's been drinking. So I was like so if anything happens to him between now and tomorrow its your ass right? And that cop was like I'm not responsible for anything. I told him that was fucking bullshit and we left. We did go back today and file for arrest warrants and what not but I think the situation is fucked up. How the fuck can they just look at you and say they're not gonna help you cause you're drunk even though you've obviously just been beat up? This system is extremely fucked. Right now I wouldn't piss on a cop or politician if they were on fire. Cause its not my responsibility to make sure they survive. Grr fuck them.

2. Totally different subject lol. Friday night we were given a very sick kitten from a cop that was in the middle of the road. I nurse it friday, saturday and then sunday morning. I had to work Sunday night. I get home from work and its so weak and limp its ridiculous. I call the vet and they let me bring him in for an emergency appointment. He didn't make it through the night. I was just glad I did everything I could for it. Well I called to see how much I owed the vet and was shocked when they say $148. I was like wtf? They didn't even keep it for more then 8 hours before it died. I don't understand how vets and doctors can charge so freaking much for nothing. They charge 50 dollars just to get out of bed for an emergency visit. They then charged $32 for the exam. I didn't want to bring it back home I was crying enough so they charged me 16 to bury it. There were other charges but those were the big ones. I mean they pretty much charge you every time someone pets the damn animal. I cared about that kitten but damn for something that didn't survive you wouldn't think I'd have to pay that much. Now this might sound callous but all the girl did and this is what she said was use a heating pad, some sugar water, and a few medicines to try to perk it up. It perked up and then 30 minutes later it was dead. Wow that's a lot just for that. Grrrr.

3. Another thing about animals, I sometimes take animals that people don't want to help them find good homes. I'm getting tired of people who adopt animals and then get rid of them on a whim because they can't handle it. Then they turn around and adopt another animal. Ok this never ending cycle is cruel to these animals. They get attached to people, they don't understand why things happen or why they are being shipped off to some strange place. Stop getting animals unless you have researched them and have long term plans to keep them. Sometimes shit happens, things outside of your control and that's understandable. But some people make me want to spit on them.

4. Work people are annoying me as well. I wish I didn't need my job. I wish I could walk out one day and still have my job the next. I wish I didn't have to worry about bills so I only showed up when I wanted to, called out just to party, and did a half ass job when I was there. I really wish we could hire some people that are worth a damn. Its not easy wearing 3 different hats, doing three different jobs and speaking in 3 different accepts. That's how it feels when I'm having to work short handed.

There is more, I just don't want to write anymore. I just get angrier and its not worth it.

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