DeVisualise Add Fave Search
Not Logged In
0
Your Username:
Your Password:

[ sign up | recover ]

That's as impossible as nailing jello to a tree <3
by Shar

previous entry: Leaving

next entry: I'm laughing at you...trust me...maturity was just a fr

I love sleep!!!

12/24/2008

I admit sleep has nothing at all to do with this but it was a really good thought. Austin's being a holy terror, my living room looks like it exploded. I'm driving out to bluefield tonight. Am I worried about driving out there? nah... I'm more worried about how things will go with Richie (i know i change guys about as often as I do laundry anymore). i need to clean up, I really do but I just don't feel like it. I'm kinda down, im out of pills so i'm kinda worried about that. but the dr didnt call in the right prescription and i dont have anymore here so its going to be a long time until monday. you ever feel stupid? i do right now, i hate being unsure of myself, i hate second guessing myself. i know that feeling good shouldn't come from a pill but for me at the moment it does. i'm just worried about it, really worried and this isn't how i'm supposed to feel. damn i hate this. i'm not making any sense and i know i'm not making any sense but damn it its hard to make sense when i'm feeling like this. ugh!!!!

previous entry: Leaving

next entry: I'm laughing at you...trust me...maturity was just a fr

0 likes, 0 comments

[ | add comment ]

Add Comment

Add Comment

Please enter the following WHITE digits in the box below.

Confirmation Code

No comments.

Diary added to your faves.
Online Friends
Offline Friends