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Sammeh's Diary
by Sammeh

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A new begining

05/06/2012

Starting to feel like home
Well school is over I passed both exams, which is a miracle<3 I have finally moved out of my apartment and moved into my friends mothers house. Which I totally appreciate. Everything is according to plan, except a one little speed bump.
My boyfriend and I cannot stop fighting. He doesn't understand how I am feeling right now. My mother being in Egypt is taking a toll on me, I miss her. My friends are his friends also. We spend so much time together. Not saying I don't love him, because I really do but somethings are just getting old. I'm sick of the fighting. When it boils down to the reason why we are arguing it usually is because of money. Which is a normal thing that any normal person would be stressing out about. I have been looking forward to a Cedar Point trip, it has been the only thing that I have been looking forward to. And he is stressing out about the money, and acting like he really doesn't want to go. Which is totally shitty because I want to see what paycheck I am working with. But he keeps insisting that he wants to wait. Which I understand his point of logic but I feel like a little kid being taken away from Christmas. But I am sure that it probably won't work out in my favor just because I called in a day at work because of my Great Grandfathers passing. (I miss you Grandpa Claude<3). But I guess only time will tell.
On another note I am so happy that I am living where I am now, it feels a lot like home. I love knowing that other people around instead of staying in my apartment all by myself<3
But I miss my mommy a lot, I skyped with her for a bit today, it was nice to see her face and to see my little sister. My heart always aches for my mommy after I get done talking to her.
And lastly but not least, work has been so stressful, I just want everyone to get along is that so hard to do? I mean we are all adults but it sure as hell seems like nobody is acting like adults. Why do we have to talk negativly about eachother behind our backs? I know that its kinda of dumb movie but the relization that the character makes at the end really hits the nail on the head, from the movie Mean Girls Cady says calling someone fat doesn't make you any skinnier, calling someone ugly doesn't make you any prettier. So what is the point of degrading ourselves and other people? Why can't we all just eat cupcakes and look at the rainbow<3 lol.


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LMFAO! I love your last reference to Mean Girls. <3 I love you and you know this. Things can only get better!!!

[kel-syStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Well mean girls inspires my life yo.
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