Sudden feeling of depression has hit.... I have to fix this before I have to go back to work in an hour and a half.... I wasn't aware that I was in this mood until my sister called... She didn't say anything to trigger this....
I can't work like this I just wanna cry and scream for no reason... I wanna cry but its all inside no tears are coming....
I fcking hate my "best friend" honestly that is my feelings towards her they have always been there I hate when she text messages me it just pisses me off I can't talk to her about anything in my life because she does not understand... even if she did she would just say "that sucks... so like omg today I blah...blah....blah" I fcking hate when she talks about her troubles in life because her problems are always her parents took money they gave her to pay a bill or something... she dose not work has never had a job in her life she goes to school and her parents take care of her she wants something if they say no she whines till they buy it for her and more....she plans not to get a job until she is done with college.... another 4 years the girl is 22 years old... she thinks once shes outta school she will magically have a $90,000 a year job.... and shes a bitch always so judgemental... always has been since I met her in 5th grade shes always got something to say about someone... but never to their face always when they go away... they don't wear the right clothes or listen to the right music or look right.... like bitch please... you are 5'1 210+ pounds and still wears that stupid highschool shirt out in public... you have no room to talk.
I just feel like eating.... like alot... theres nothing here and I have $5.... I want to stuff my face guess I will walk up the hill and see what I can get I want a fcking huge chocolate cake and I dont even like chocolate just really want some now.... maybe I will make brownies.
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My sisters two girl cats have turned in to lesbians... the boy cat can't help them... past couple of days the girls have just been... yea... |
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