So my house is a disaster and its my vacuum cleaners fault. My logic:
The vacuum is clogged because my rabbits kick cedar outside of the cages, which my $40 vacuum cannot handle. So my floors are a mess, and I decided that if I can't vacuum I don't want to do dishes. Or take out trash. This makes better sense in my head.
Anyways, just wasting time before having to go to work.
I had a doctor's appointment today. All is good. Baby's heart is still beating and all. My belly is as big as it should be. although I have been steadily LOSING 2-3 pounds a month ( I swear I eat!) the doc is not concerned. I've been having major concerns (IE panic attacks) over the birth. I had a car accident in 2006 that broke my pelvis and it's being held together with a plate, and screws. With my last pregnancy (mind you, she was a midwife) I was told I had to have a c-section. I didn't make it that far but thats a different story. So this doc is telling me I should be fine (actual OB/GYN). I can push, but if for some reason I need a c-section he's able so do so quickly. I'm just scared as hell to have a c-section and they can't administer pain meds and I have to feel the whole thing. He told me that's not going to happen; he would pull out my epidural and administer a spinal. I've never had an epidural so I'm not sure what to expect, although I was to go the easy route this time. All of this worry makes me want to just have the damn c-section and get it over with!! That's not what I really want, but whatever. I'm a crazy, psycho, pregnant woman and one day I shall be normal. Daniel just thinks I'm hilarious. Yeah, a fucking comedian.
Sorry, moody today. I don't want to work today. Granted, it's only for four hours but I'm tired of people calling me to whine about thier cell phone bill or how they can't tether on their iPhone. I hate iPhones. And iPods. and iPads. iAnything. Ha.
Cheesus, I'm moody today, and I love queso! I eat a jar a day, lol. Okay, I over-exaggerate. But its great.
I'm a loser. But that's okay. Off to work!
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