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Struggles no more.. (:
by Emmie x

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Signs?

10/06/2010




2PM.

I've been running around all morning!
I was at school 'til 10.30 - a very boring session it was aswell - bought Chubb his dinner. He's a good lad.
I went to the finance place to show proof that i can get funding for my course only to find out that i will have to pay the full fee's of £483!! Where the fuck am i meant to get money like that from when i've got rent & bills to pay, food to buy and my new carpets are coming within the next fortnight?!.
So, a bit of a conundrum! -
I don't know whether it's the baby giving me a sign. 'Cos i'm only doing this course so i can get in the RAF next year, and if that wasn't my career choice then i'd probably consider keeping this baby more. Which i know is a very selfish way to think.
- I've got the scan tomor. I don't know if Shane'll want to come with me. I think it might change his mind about the whole termination thing if he see's soma he's created on a screen. I hope he comes (: It sounds daft seeing as i'm supposed to be going to start the termination 'process' but i am quite looking forward to it. I think when i see the baby as a real thing it'll help me make my decision.

Jus gone catch my daily dose of 60 Minute Makeover. - My life is so exciting! Hehe. I may have to make myself a big fry up. Yum!!


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I hope Shane comes around, it'll surely make things easier with whatever you decide on.

[JessicaStar|0 likes] [|reply]

ryc; hahahaha. No worries. Everyone laughs at me in regards to anything with Sandy. I ran her out of my house 3 years ago and I still find random stuff she stashed all around our house. I was cleaning out my dad's second closet (Which has nothing but leather coats, snowmobile stuff and helmets.)

And there was a FRYING PAN hidden in the back.

You should have seen my face when I pulled it out.

[JessicaStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Wow I hope things hgets easier

U will know what 2 do - the answer will come 2 u

[*~Amber~*Star|0 likes] [|reply]

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