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I'm off in about 40 minutes! Wooooo!!!
little update
I sang at church today. It was nice. I haven't sang since the beginning of march!
I got to sing with this girl named Pheobe. She has a beautiful voice. She's married to our drummer. She's 24 weeks pregnant & just looks so adorable.
We had an announcement at church today that one of our elders was getting asked to step down from his position because he's been cheating on his wife for over a year. It just makes me so so sad. He filed for divorce & left her & their 2 kids for this other woman. My mom & dad got divorced because my dad was unfaithful & it just tore our family apart. It took me a long time to forgive my dad. I just know how hard it was for me to fully understand that my dad chose another woman over me (i was only 21 months old) & my mom. It still hurts to think about it. Granted, I can see God's purpose for it now. I have an amazing step-mom & 2 younger brothers I would absolutely die for, & my dad & i have a wonderful relationship now.
I know God has a divine purpose in mind for their family, but it still definitely doesn't take their hurt away.
sin
I've never really thought about sin that much until just recently.
How much sin itself rips apart.
Murder, adultery, lying... Every little sin effects so many people.
Just seeing everyone around me hurting just by the selfish actions of other people. It makes me feel like my head is going to explode.
Just, why?!
Why are people so selfish?
It's anything. From telling a white lie to get out of something, to taking a life.
It's all selfish. & it's all cruel.
I never got the concept of "God doesn't weigh our sins" until now.
Argh.
That is awesome that such good came out of that bad situation when your dad left you and your mom when you were so young! I went through the same situation, but my mom left us and now I have a pretty great step-mom
I don't get why people do such things. My dad did (amongst a lot of other things) and I don't know what is hard about telling the person you want something else and taking it from there.
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She's 24 weeks pregnant & just looks so adorable.
It just makes me so so sad. He filed for divorce & left her & their 2 kids for this other woman. My mom & dad got divorced because my dad was unfaithful & it just tore our family apart. It took me a long time to forgive my dad. I just know how hard it was for me to fully understand that my dad chose another woman over me (i was only 21 months old) & my mom. It still hurts to think about it. Granted, I can see God's purpose for it now. I have an amazing step-mom & 2 younger brothers I would absolutely die for, & my dad & i have a wonderful relationship now. 
