.o15. Now it's too late...

03/28/2009

...for you & your white horse to come around.

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So this is the last weekend I'm spending at my 2nd job.
I'm not sure how Michael & I will makeup for the money, but we're just putting our trust in God that he'll provide for us in the way that he always does.
It's not that the 2nd job is hard, I answer phones for 11 restaurants & make their reservations.
I come to work in comfy clothes, do my homework, & I can use the internet as much as I need. (Hence, me writing this now!)
Just the lack of "me" time is killing me.

I feel like I have lost sight of myself.
I haven't had more than 5 seconds to just sit back & relax in ages.
Every waking moment is spent working.
The veterinary hospital (my other job) is only open for a half day on saturdays & closed on sundays, so I'll have my weekends back.
I couldn't be more excited.
I just feel drained all the time.
2 jobs, school, & holding together a first year of marriage KILLS.

I'm just ready to be relaxed & peaceful & happy again.