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Confused and beyond dazed with a start of a mid li
by James J. Gill

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Why Bother? and why I still have these strong thoughts on some things

04/30/2011

Why do I bother making plans with my family...when half the time they don't want 2 spend any time with me

Why do I bother having guy friends...when most of the time they go behind my back and betray my trust with someone I'm close with in love

Why do I bother having friends...when they sit there and talk shit bout the girl I love and hurt her feelings 2 the point where she almost left me cause I used my voice in private and not airing it out on a facebook wall

and the reason I started out with that is cause I'm spending another Friday night home bored out of my mind I've played my 360 every night this week and that's getting boring real quick and its been a couple of weeks since me and my girl had a night out or matter of fact we never had a true first date yet and I really want 2 give that 2 her 2 prove 2 her that I'm true gentlemen cause I do love her WITH ALL MY HEART and I WANT 2B WITH HER 4 THE REST OF MY LIFE and I'm willing 2do anything 2 give her that first true date yes I know I'm flat broke and I feel like I'm a failure as a man 2 her cause I can't land a job 2 support her and every thing and I'm at the point where I'm thinking bout selling my body for science 2 give her that first date and just being the man she wants cause I know her ex's didn't treat her right and I know I fucked up from time 2 time and I'm done doing that shit cause she deserves the best in me and I want 2 give her that at any cost

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