I'm so stressed by this stupid homework. I never foresaw or was told that I would have to take another math class, and even though it's not a full-blown math class, it is statistics and 5 weeks is just not enough time for me to get all this information packed away in my brain with all this other life crap going on. I can't focus and I just can't seem to retain anything right now. I could cheat and google all my answers but that wouldn't help me any when I really need to know this stuff. I'm way behind in my reading and am having to read the early chapters over again because I just don't get it and you can't do the latter stuff until you understand the previous chapters so I can't really do the homework effectively without totally cheating unless I take my time and really go back and study. I've already lost a lot of points because I sacrificed a lot of the little daily questions in order to work on the big assignments and then had to turn some of them in late cause I was just having such a hard time with them. And spending time on the team projects too, more than my individual ones, because that grade affects the whole team and it's not fair to them to get a bad grade because I can't help. It's a big struggle. This one is gonna be close as to whether I pass or not; and I was doing so well with these last few classes; big UGH. Jon's not feeling well and Garret's on TV restriction but I can't study in either room if either one of them are in it cause they are both too distracting so I've sent them both to the bedroom so I have the quiet living room to myself and now I can't focus at all. I just feel like eating a whole bag of chips and a box of donuts and a pot of coffee...which yes, I know would make me terribly sick, but it sure would take my mind off this yucky homework. Oh well, back to the grindstone. Wish me luck.
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