So the guys decided to do the move this weekend anyway and they are coming over tomorrow. I had so much to do tonight but spent the whole day monitoring the weather and giving them updates and debating back and forth about whether or not to come, but in the end, the stupid truck company virtually made up our minds for us. They would not refund his already paid for trip, since he had already picked up the truck, BUT they would extend his rental agreement for 4-5 more days, charging him $40 or so a day, not including any other fees. Like we have money growing on trees to throw at them!!! Major GRRRRRR. So, they packed out today and tomorrow morning they are leaving, planning to hit the pass right at mid-day, during the warmest time so that hopefully they won't have as much issues to deal with. The only problem is that if at some point they require chains, Jon's car can't use them (something to do with how the wheels are attached to the steering something or other). He has a set in his car, but if he tries to drive with them on, they fall off or break or something like that. And who knows if the Uhaul has chains. They were supposed to check but I'll have to remind them in the morning just to be sure. I'm so terribly worried, I've been a wreck all day, growling at my poor boy for the smallest things and then having to keep apologizing to him for my bad behavior. And Jon and I were short with each other too but we are both so stressed and both of us are having anxiety attacks, only I'm not there to comfort him so it's probably harder on him, but he made it through the day. And I have so much homework due this weekend too, and some of it's probably gonna be late but at this moment I don't really care. Seriously thinking about going to Urgent Care tomorrow and see if they will give me something to help me sleep, cause I barely slept last night, only a few hours the two nights before. I keep waking up every few hours during the night so I'm not even getting any quality sleep and getting through the days are horrible right now, and I think that sometimes I'm waking up because my snoring jolts me awake (yes, I know it's bad, it's on my list when I finally get in to see a PC doc.) Writing is helping some, but even my muscle relaxer isn't working at all and I've got a headache from all the tension and having to use my migraine meds and extra IB to keep it under control, which is not really what I want to do. And on top of that, my ear hurts really bad. I think it's related to TMJ from clenching my jaw and grinding my teeth, I do that when I'm really stressed and in my sleep. I think I have a night-guard around here somewhere so I'm going to look for that before I go to sleep and if I can find it will wear it tonight and see if that helps. And Garret is wired as all get out tonight, probably feeding off my anxiety, but it's not helping cause he keeps bugging me and so I finally told him to go back to bed and read a few books and maybe that will help him calm down and get his mind off other things. Not to mention that these meds for the spider bite is making me feel yucky, it just seems like everything is wrong right now. Trying to focus and calm down, but it is really hard, it keeps coming back every little bit and I have to keep telling myself to relax and breathe. Pray for me girls, please, I'm gonna need it for the next few days until things start settling down. |
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