I love Saturday mornings, most of the time, but today little one wanted to go to gramma's and I was able to catch up on some much needed sleep....until the neighbor started using his chainsaw next door, but I did manage to get some good sleep. My back is really out bad and it's hurting something fierce this morning and I suspect my neck is too cause I have a raging headache, but going to get some advil and some coffee down and some water and hope that I start to feel better real soon.
I think the hardest thing I'm going to face in this is the time lost between Jon and I and learning to deal with that. He got up for a few mins this morning and remembered to ask what the doctor had said...I started off with "Well she said a lot of things..." and he gave this disgusted huff and walked away and went back to sleep. I wasn't finished talking yet and it really upset me. I know that I'm not always direct in what I say but I would think that if he was really interested that he would have taken just one more min and asked for details. I'm trying not to let it get to me but it really hurt my feelings. And his tantrum in the middle of the night when he wanted to eat and there were no forks, so he was very noisily putting dishes in the dishwasher...ugh...there's going to be a conversation about that happening for sure. Luckily G slept through it, but I didn't.
I know I'm late getting started, since I'm only having breakfast and it's already 1pm, but the extra sleep sure felt good. Having granola and yogurt for breakfast...forgot how good those taste together! Some coffee, with a little bit of sugar and lots of milk, water and vitamins...Yeah!
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