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Wanna Know The Truth?
by Face The Music, It Won't Change

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New School Year, New Me.

08/09/2012

So in a couple of weeks i will be starting my sophomore year in high school. And I'm entering it thinking "There is no way it can be worse then freshman year" And your probably think it was upperclass men were the one giving me problems but it was the other freshmen i had more Senior friends then other freshman and i was fine with that. so things that made Freshman year probably (tho its to soon to say) The worse year of my life. other then the fact that i moved there from a different county.

1.) I fell Head over heels in love with a guy
2.) someone liked that guy more then i did
3.) That someone hated me
4.)They created a fake Facebook saying they were me and said mean things to my friends and to People i didn't even know
5.) They made the account and put it as the guy i liked last name making me seem Stalker-ish *2 points for new word*
6.) dumb-asses actually thought it was me
7.) Loss of many, Many friends
8.) Gain of many, Many enemies
9.)Guy i liked turns into a Douchebag and writes me notes about how i should hate myself and that i should move back to where ever i came from
10.) everyone one still liked the guy hated me.
**Semester two**
1.) Still had the teacher i love
2.) Still had the teacher i hate
3.) Gained new best friend
4.) best friend is a singer like me
5.) Fell head over heels in love with nicer funnier guy
6.) Never told the guy how i felt
7.) Guy moved to california,
8.) And left me behind, Heart-broken
9.) My one of my best friends, Moved to another school
10.) Still have 2 out of 4 of the people i love still with me

So this year i told myself that i wasn't going to let this happen to me again. So this year i am going to...
1.) Get straight A's
2.) become Sophomore class Representative
3.) regain my title as "Different button everyday" girl
4.)GO VEGAN!
5.) convince my parents i'm serious about going vegan
6.) No Boys-Too Distracting
7.) Focus on my music more
8.) win singing competition at school
9.) get role in School Musical
10.) Love myself for who i am, Forget people who think badly of me, have a Kick-ass year, And if he understands what i want to do, believes in me and if the time feels right, Have a Boyfriend

Of course only time will tell if any of these things will happen. but i hope they will. when school starts in a week i will be writing everyday on whats happening for the school year so keep posted and also comment below if you liked or any advice for me going in to the new year thanx!

Wishful Thinking,
MusiQ (not my real name but close to it)

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Wow people actually do stuff like that..? (Fake facebook) They must have no lives. Why would someone put that much effort into trying to ruin someone's life. It's sickening. I'm sure they wouldn't want someone doing that to them. It's wrong and hurtful in so many levels.

Also, it seems like you throw the word love around. It's pretty much impossible to fall "head over heels in love" twice, let alone twice in one school year. It's like or lust, not love. Oh, to be young again! lol

[*Pixie*|0 likes] [|reply]

1.) that was my moms reaction
2) thats why i said no boys cuz this year i wanna focus on me

[Face The Music, It W|0 likes] [|reply]

Sorry you've had a tough time, hope this year's better. Welcome to Bloop.

[Atropos|0 likes] [|reply]


Fuck bullies. Welcome to bloop

[Betch.|0 likes] [|reply]


Welcome to OD.

"No good deed goes unpunished.."

[Loki-Laufey|0 likes] [|reply]

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