Ughh, So I was having a feeling, just kind of like a mother feeling, that I was pregnant. So I went and bought a pregnancy test...was completely excited to see the results. To just see that Im infact not pregnant....It may be too soon to tell, or im jus wishing these feelings on...idk. Im jus depressed and I want another child more than anything i've ever wanted. So (even though I shouldn't have) I went and bought a bottle of one of my fave...vodka...Ciroc.
Okay, I don't remember the exact date I wrote that....I think it was a little over a week ago. But since then I have really good and some bad news. Today I was feeling slight cramps, identical to calm period cramps.( I should of got my period on the 4th) So I thought I might as well test again since I had another test. Well about 2 mins later there were 2 lines!! I was soo overly excited, i didn't even know what to do with myself. When Lewis came home I was like "guess what hunnybunny" and i pulled it out...and he was all tryna be funny and say "ohh it was negative right" I go "look at it fool" lol...and he smiled. I wanted to make sure this was for certain so I HAD to go buy more test. Got home and imediately tested one...and it was positive. Then about 3 hrs later I tested the last and woolah, positive. Im sooo happy this is what I wanted more than anything b4 he leaves. Speaking of which....got news this morning that he will be leaving within the next couple days....instead of the next 2 weeks....I knew the date was most likely gonna change, but damn they really change dates at last minute. I know I will be okay, deployments are just soo tiring and take sooo much out of u. I will be trying to find a job once Olivia gets back in school, and with being pregnant I will stay busy and always in good spirits and have positive thoughts.
Welll just wanted to let yall know my great news and how happy I am...Can't wait for it to be really confirmed thru my Dr.....This time Im not doing any heavy lifting and noo stressing myself out. <3
Sara Lemons
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