Wow... Its been a minute since I've updated.
So, here is my life for the last 3 1/2 months.
We finally moved back to Missoula and started college. Things were going fine until she started throwing fits about small shit. One fit, she threw shoes and books at me, and started hitting me, all for telling her to calm down and back off. That night I left and went down to my sisters house for a day. Blew off some steam on the go-kart and hung out with my best friend. She had a seizure that night. Or atleast she says she did. I think that she was just trying to get me to come home. Which I would have done, if I'd had a ride.
Things got better after I told her that it wasn't fair the way she was treating me. Telling me I don't do shit and flipping out when I stand up for myself.... I take care of HER kids. I play daddy for kids that aren't even MY seed. I cook dinner and lunch for HER and HER kids. I keep HER kids busy while she does homework. I teach HER kids right from wrong while she just screams at them for not understanding what they did. She isn't a bad mom, but she lets them do just about anything they want unless I'm home.
Lately, she has been blaming me for shit again. The house being dirty, dishes not done (I'll admit that some of the dishes are my fault), kids rooms a mess... BLAH BLAH. The houses mess is from her when I'm at class or at the grocery getting food for the week. The house will be clean when I leave and then a mess when I return. More dishes will be out and used. I'll have to discipline Wesley cause he won't listen to her. Or talk to Nevaeh about how her attitude and lying is gonna get her in trouble in the end. (That kid continues to lie anyways).
My GI Bill hasn't come yet, so I might get kicked out of school. LAME. Selina keeps telling me that I should call or write a letter... DONE THAT. She tells me how to deal with the VA when she herself doesn't know what she is talking about. Yet, when she is freaking out over an assignment cause our printer doesn't work, I say email the instructor and tell her the situation. Selina says "no, that won't work, I know more about dealing with the instructors here than you do." Jeez, maybe if you emailed the instructor and told her what is going on, maybe, just maybe she will be a bit easy going on it. Just my opinion and experience. But noooooo, I'm just the retard fiance who left the army to go to college and become something more with the advice from my sister who has been in college for over 6 years as apposed to Selinas 3... Wow miss know it all.
Amongst all of this, I'm also at war with my brother again. Mainly his wife for being a stupid bitch. Don't manipulate your Husbands family just so you feel like you fit in. So, my other siblings and I have broke apart from my Father and Step-mother along with my brother. Its nice to have the back-up, but its sucks when your own Father tells you that you are full of shit and that you have no family values.... YEah, cause I'm the one that chose an outsider over my family.... Assclown.
Well thats my 2 cents worth for now. I'll check in and let you know what other Bullshit is happening.
Thats the World according to,
Steven. |
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