My dad finally kicked me in the butt (mentally). I have been so wrapped with my boyfriend and his family that I totally forgot about me and my life. I hardly any friends anymore and i have so much time to kill cause I am either with Derik, working or lying around the house doing nothing. I don't even try to get together with friends. I mean I have nothing against my boyfriend and his family but, I don't know, i got to get out. I am still young (17 years old), I got to get involved in more than just him and work. But thing is what do I get involved in? I love music, books, and working with children. I just need to start something without quitting. I suck at sports majorly. haha so yeah, ahh time to get my life started. |