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We are in the devils playground
by herecomstherain

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Him.

09/27/2013

So it all started 3 years ago. My high school sweetheart introduced me to his two sisters. His sisters were beautiful and always had the most expensive clothes and were my role models.. I always wondered where they got the money. They were 3 years older. We got really close it let to my boyfriend and I breaking up. He was always wanted to be with me but I wanted to be with his sisters. Awkward. months later, we were at a party. So many older guys. I don't remember knowing anyone. I ended up sleeping with a much older guy I woke up in the morning with money on the pillow and his number. It was a lot of money, He confused me with someone else. But I called him the next night, then the week later, and so on. He thought I was 21. He was my first. He paid for a lot of things back then. My parents were lost when I kept spending money. Turns out he was in a business with his father and his wife was a prude with 2 kids. He introduced me to extreme partying. One night he took me 2 hours out of town. And he told me if I sleep with one of his buddies I will get triple what I made. I remember wanting to leave so bad. I learned fast his dad's business didn't exist. I called my exs sisters but they told me I would be fine. I cried in the bathroom for 30 minutes until he took me for a ride. He dropped me off at some apartment building and said to go to the second door. I shook the entire time. The guy behind the door was at least 15 years older than me. I took three shots and a pill to go with it. I'll leave out the rest. The next day I sat in the tub for 2 hours crying. I scrubbed my body raw and didn't come out of my room for a couple days. Forget school. He called me 20 times and told me to answer the fucking phone or he would kill my family. I did and when we met up he called me a bunch of names to my face. He used me that night and gave me a "bonus". Then told me he wants to date me and his wife was leaving him.

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Sounds like the movie I saw on tv.
I hope this isn't real because that is really sad

[A mother's journey*Star|0 likes] [|reply]

Hugs, sends you encouragement and I hope you are okay

[stickbug7Star|0 likes] [|reply]

what's extreme partying?

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