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Ellie's Diary
by Ellie

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01/22/2011

Ugh. Just when you think things cant get worse. I find myself on the verge of being homeless with three kids because of the medical bills. I have no where to go, so I am considering looking into shelters before it happens. I know it's most likely going to lead to losing the kids. Can't be homeless with kids. Especially with Gabby's health. They're probably better without me anyways though. Without them life is pointless, I don't anticipate staying around if I do loose them. Whats the point? They ARE my life. And God knows Kyle deserves better anyways. I don't think I have ever hated myself as much as I do now.

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Do NOT blame yourself! How is Gabby not eligible for Medicaid? You never asked for a sick child, nor did she. We're in a tough financial spot too, & I know how bad it sucks. You're an amazing mother & those kids are lucky to have you. It will all work out.

[*MonkeyLover*|0 likes] [|reply]

I figured you'd have already gone through all that stuff. My gosh that is insane! I can't believe that they won't cover it. Yeah, it may be "experimental" but it's saving her life! Maybe if the people determining all that had sick kids, they'd understand a bit more. You're doing such a good job- & always have- of keeping it together. I remember when you found out she had Turner's & all that's been against her & look what you've got her through so far. Things will work themselves out... They always do somehow.

[*MonkeyLover*|0 likes] [|reply]

What? I have medical bills sitting all over my desk right now that I haven't paid. And they aren't coming looking for me. It's probably on my credit I'm sure but what are they going to do about it? What are they trying to do to you? I would start FLIPPING out! Call that hospital and start SCREAMING!!!! Don't give in!

[LittleMighty|0 likes] [|reply]

dont blame yourself you love your kids and they would miss you! Ever thought of government housing or assistance even temperary assistance. 211.org is a website ive used before that gives you information on how to get help from being homeless and other needs you have. YOu can alsocall 211 if you have website issues. Goodluck in keeping a roof over our babies heads and keeping your family together!

[ICky VICkyStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Have you talked to any churches in your area? I don't know if you believe in God or not, but if you do, Churches usually come together to help families in need, & I'm sure they would love to help you...

[bumblebee♥Star|0 likes] [|reply]

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