DeVisualise Add Fave Search
Not Logged In
0
Your Username:
Your Password:

[ sign up | recover ]

Ellie's Diary
by Ellie

previous entry: New Layouts

next entry: A Photo

Back Again :)

01/01/2010


Frustrating!

Sorry about my absense, my modem shot shit and I was waiting on Kyle to bring me a new one...was going to last weekend and forgot it, so he brought it this weekend and it wasn't til this morning that I got it all hooked up and operating. Yay!

Things have been going pretty well, I guess. My oldest's father has decided that he wants to take a more involved role in Alex's life, which is weird and honestly over 4 years too late. But, it's Alex's right to know his parent, not Mike's right to know Alex, and legally I can't stop it since we never went to court over a custody arrangement. SO....he gets it. When I told Kyle, he came undone. Literally started crying, begging me to fight it - gave me the number of a family law lawyer to help fight it. I couldn't understand why he was so upset by it, and we both got frustrated and angry. When it came down to it, he finally came clear with it and it all made sense. He said he loves me, loves the kids, and that he is scared Mike's going to take Alex away from him. I think he's kinda calmed down about it now...Mike is in Florida, and just some guy Alex is talking to regularly. Kyle....Kyle's a lot more then that. He's here, he's everyone's friend, he's becoming more of a partner every day to me, and Alex looks up to him SO much. He's an influance on everyone and every aspect of our lives and I Love him. I've known it for awhile, but I wasn't about to be the first person to say it..I was so glad he did, it's been hard to keep myself FROM saying it so many times.

Fourth of July was meh. Rained all day. We shot off fireworks anyways, but, we were literally flooded. My best friend stayed the night here with Kyle and I because her car couldn't handle it. Either could Kyle's, thus the extra night. Was a very pleasent holiday though, I really enjoyed myself. We got a little too drunk after the kids went to sleep - yay for tequila shots? But all in all I would call it a success.

Gah...I have a lot of faves to catch up on, and I have a lot to do this evening - aunt gets in from Georgia tomorrow. Oh yay. More time with my family....I like the aunt coming in, but consideringn it means more time with those I don't like, I'm tempted to just say fuck this shit. Or take Kyle to all family functions he can make it to in the mean time and thank God the crazies wouldn't say anything to me with him there...they like him. Unfortunately, they hate me and it's all for bullshit reasons...I'll have to get into that another time though. Whatever. Bleh. I'm tempted to just cut ties beyond my Mother.

AlternaTickers - Cool, free Web tickers AlternaTickers - Cool, free Web tickers AlternaTickers - Cool, free Web tickers AlternaTickers - Cool, free Web tickers

previous entry: New Layouts

next entry: A Photo

0 likes, 2 comments

[ | add comment ]

Add Comment

Add Comment

Please enter the following WHITE digits in the box below.

Confirmation Code

Sorry to hear about the modem. Sucks when stuff like that happens. I understand Kyle's frustration though. My fiancee is going through the same thing with her ex...and it drives me nuts because he's a TOTAL dirtbag who doesn't deserve the right to be a dad after all that he has done.

Alas though...it is what it is. LOL

[Music God Of BloopStar|0 likes] [|reply]

glad you are back.
my laptops been playing up
a lot lately, only works every other day lol.
kyle sounds like he really cares about
you and the kids! so sweet

[♥Expecting#4Star|0 likes] [|reply]

Diary added to your faves.
Online Friends
Offline Friends