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For the soul is dead that slumbers...
by Doll Face

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11/30/2008



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Monday evening is the Phi Alpha Theta Christmas party/ Initiation ceremony (EDIT It is an Honor Society!), and as usual, it is up to the president (i.e. me) to get the food together, and of course, spend much of my own money on the event. I spent $50.00 tonight at Wal-Mart, which means I'll likely be selling my books back before I need to for some cash, but that's just the way things have to be sometimes. I know I complain more than I should about Phi Alpha Theta, but God knows that if it wasn't for that, I might actually fall prey to the depression that has been aggressively coming after me since July.

You know what I do not understand? Sha'Lane claims not to care about me at all, and that's fine. She made her choice in July, abruptly ending an 11 year friendship because she would rather spend time with someone twice her age (and mostly because that person will make her costumes any time she's asked). Despite that and not talking to me since July when everything ended, she has posted pictures of me and her on her myspace. What the hell? And she doesn't just label them "Morgan", but instead, they say DollFace and Morgy...WTF.

I was talking to my mom Thusday night about what I have been going through this year, some of which started in April and then escalated in July, and other parts that started in October. She says I should be over all of that by now. What do you say to that? So often I find myself sitting around, wondering how much longer I can prevent everything from falling in on me. I guess I do a good job looking happy though because even Ellie is surprised when I start feeling down. Apparently, the only person who knows how terrible I am feeling is Joey.

Anyway, gotta go get cookies out of the over.

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i knw what that must be like confusing isn't it? well, hang in there girl ok!

[anime loverStar|0 likes] [|reply]

twilight is amazing!

[Lady MayStar|0 likes] [|reply]

yea thats all u can really do i have hit a few rough spots myself....

[anime loverStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Wow... Sha'Lane sounds a bit lame for doing that!

[Harley QuinnStar|0 likes] [|reply]

RYC:

Yes! That definitely IS satisfying to know

[Harley QuinnStar|0 likes] [|reply]

RYC:

AH! I hate not being able to get to sleep

[Harley QuinnStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Lol, you silly girls and your sororities. Just kidding. Lol.

Eww. I'm confused, but I know What you mean about your friends throwing away stuff Crazy.

I hope otherwise you are having a great day!

[Bacterial NoahStar|0 likes] [|reply]

RYC:

Coffee usually cures that Lol.

[Harley QuinnStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Ah, a Theta. Doesn't your house have funds for events like that? At least you should be reimbursed! D: Your ...ex-friend sounds interesting. It happens; I had a falling out with my best friend and she still had things of us posted up, etc... it's annoying but happens. I'm sorry it had to happen to you. Some thins are harder to get over... some things you should seriously let go though if they're only hurting you.

[JackStar|0 likes] [|reply]

LOL! I'm sorry, I shouldn't have assumed that it was a sorority!!! I'm so embarrassed!!! Haha!!!

[Bacterial NoahStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Haha. Well, good luck. I hope that you ace your finals!!!

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