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okay so i know 4 entries in 1 day is a bit extreme but i need to vent... i love how grown ass men can act like children. first there is steve hes 30 years old and loves to hurt me and act like hes a teenager the most recent thing hes done was tell me how much he misses me and how he wants us to be together again and when i was finally about to give in and go for it, he does something dumb. see he asked to use my car for a couple hours so i let him he said he would fill my tank up when he was done. well his 3 hours turned into 15 hours and when i was freaking out he texts me and tells me he got into a serious car accident and i start freaking out he told me where my car is and wouldnt tell me anything else so the next morning i get a ride to where my car was and thankfully he didnt get into that accident in my car. but my car was keyed he left it unlocked in detroit the door not all the way closed hardly any gas in it and something spilled all over my backseat. and he still has my keys he wont answer my calls or texts... then there is josh i met him at a party through my friend. hes 27 years old and we really hit it off then he tells me hes "talking" to a girl who lives in japan. but then when i talk to my best friend about it she tells me that he has a girlfriend and shows me on facebook how it says in a relationship. im not one to judge people who have online relationships but dont lie to me about it. so i called him on his shit and he tried to pull the whole i thought i told you blah blah blah and so i tried to add him on fb i mean obviously im not going to start posting things on his wall about us but he wont add me back and now that he knows my best friend showed me his fb he made it private to her so she cant show me things anymore. i mean how shady is that? im so over it. not to mention hes so clingy and i dont like that. its annoying. so i think im just going to focus on school and finding a job and leave the boys alone for now. if its suppose to happen then it will.