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U'szo' bolond vagyok!
by vatten mö

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Scrubbing away the pain-1 day at a time

05/19/2014

Well, irony of all ironies, it is the anniversary of josh's death today. This has been a very rough year for me and my family.
Not many people who know me in person and see me on a daily basis know how hard it has been for me. I hide my feelings and thoughts from most people. To be honest, most people probably don't know he died. Anyway. Today hasn't been too bad. I woke up early and did a lot of work regarding cleaning up a rental property next door to me. I was up last night working on it as well. I am going to try to finish it up tomorrow, then I will do the painting and caulking needed to be done. My landlords will not recognize the apt when I get finished. It is beyond disgusting... or so it started that way. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel now. There is no obnoxious odors seeping into our shared hallway anymore either. Yay for febreze, citrus smelling cleaners, and fresh air!

Okay, I am out of here for now. Have a great night.- Robyn

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It's hard but in my experience, losing people close to me, the one year anniversary is a turning point of sorts. After that first year you have been through everything once. the first holidays without them, the first birthdays and anniversaries. The first special days. Time heals the wounds, you never forget, you just learn how to live with it. We learn to sort through the memories and hang on to the good ones. I hope the days ahead are not as rough for you.

[TheHighlander|0 likes] [|reply]

As the years go on, you'll start to remember and focus more on the good memories. Never forget them.

-mel-

[✌peace☮|0 likes] [|reply]

I realize all that was said. Loss and grief is not new to me... not even remotely new. Thanks though.

[vatten mö|0 likes] [|reply]

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