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That's as impossible as nailing jello to a tree <3
by Shar

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Saying here what I can't say to your face

05/27/2011



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Usually I say what I'm thinking to people regardless of what they are going to say but I try to put it nicely so they don't get too hurt. But lately I've gotten tired of the bitching about this and that so I just don't say anything at all. I'm not giving advice, I'm not doing anything. There is this guy I dated for a little while, he was nice but to me he was kinda weird and not my type. We broke up and I stayed single for a while, he always wanted to get back together and blah blah. I didn't want to tell him I thought he was too freaking weird for me so I just said I wasn't into the relationship, that we didn't have enough in common. This guy tends to jump into relationships, decide within 2 weeks he loves you and wants to marry you. He moved to Vermont with this girl and they got engaged within a month. I was like well hopefully this time he's happy cause he's freaking annoying. Well the people they were living with in Vermont attacked and robbed them I guess. Idk I'm just going by what he's been posting on facebook. They moved back to Virginia and then she started to cheat on him with this other guy. Well he got hurt, she's now a bitch and she's with this other guy. Well now he's posting that he wants to die and blah blah. So he posted something this morning about how no one loves him and no one cares about him. I think really we're just tired of the same ol' shit story. I wanted to tell him he needed to wait before getting engaged, that you don't want to marry someone you've been with a month. Not a good idea. Well I pretty much want to say if you're gonna keep posting that you want to die then just fucking do it and shut up already. Now I'd never say that and really I think suicide is selfish and stupid. I'm just aggravated with him cause now he's back to sending me messages about how he loves me and wants to be with me that he never really cared about her, even though he wants to die cause she cheated on him and what not. I'm like whatever, I haven't been answering his messages, its pointless. I've been thinking about blocking him or just deleting him on facebook but I know that would just cause more freaking drama. So I for now just ignore him. Idk what to say to him cause I'm not interested really doesn't seem to work. I finally tried to be nice and say sorry about things going on his life today and again he just says he wants to die. All I could think to say was that's not gonna help anything. Cause really what can I say? Find a bridge and get the fuck over it is what I want to say but alas I won't.

Not much going on. I'm about to not give a shit about a lot of people. I'm hoping this weekend with my sister is fun. If not fuck it its only for a couple of days and then she's gone.

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