if no one will listen. | 03/27/2009 |
I've barely had time to think about much this week. The time is just flying by! It's the weekend again already, it's amazing.
I only have one more week left working in the shop - one week! I'm actually excited! I have to email Louisa next week to speak of all the formalities for my first day, such as where do I go, who do I see and can I drive and park there!?!?!? So many questions and because I start on a Tuesday I think it seems kind of awkward. Although I'm only doing a three day week because it's Good Friday and the following week I'm working four days because there's a Bank Holiday on the Monday for Easter! So, in my first two weeks in a new job and I'm only working 7 out of 10 - not bad. lol.
I've been planning a night out with the girls from the shop to 'celebrate' me leaving. It's strange, but I've never had a night out or a meal with a big group of people and have it be all about me.....not for my birthday, ever. It's all really weird. I kind of have a feeling that most people won't turn up, I just don't think I'm that great..... lol. I'm strange and I'm weird, I think. I have a table booked at a restaurant for 15 people, most of them have put their names down at work or accepted a Facebook event invite - but I still have a feeling that they still won't come. I bought a new dress and it cost me £35 so they better come! lol.
I've not really had much time to think about Grant either. Speaking to him on Monday was so nice and despite him saying he was going to be better at staying in touch, he's not messaged me. I've felt the urge to text him, but I don't know what to say. I want to speak to him so much, yet I don't have anything to say to him - I can't think of the right words. I suppose if he thinks of me and wants to talk he knows exactly where to find me and here I will be, waiting for him. I still like him, but I don't lust after him in the same way I have done before. I think I'll text him tomorrow with something, then he might reply by Monday..... lol. |
|
|
|
Loading...
Yep, the book arrived. I'm going to start it tonight! 
