I didn't text Grant at all on Monday. I was pretty proud of myself, it is quite an achievement! lol. I honestly didn't think it would work and I thought it would be days until I heard from him. But, before 11am yesterday while I was at work I got a message from Grant. Straight out of the blue, and before lunchtime! Result! lol. I didn't reply straight away I thought that would be a bit odd and I managed to go through lunch as well without replying to him. I ended up giving in at about 3:30pm when I had my final break at work. I've not heard from him since, he never replied to me yesterday. There was football on TV last night, so I know he'd have been watching that. Today is my day off and I've just got back from the gym and lunch with James.....I want so much to text Grant. But I can't, I can only text him if he texts me, that's my rule from now on. I can't be the one to send him messages and only get one as a reply. I'm only torturing myself. lol.
I want to invite Grant to a gig. I was thinking Kings of Leon in London in June, but it's sold out. It's hard to bring anything like this up when we're not having any proper conversations. lol. All the gigs that I'm semi-interested in are all so close in date to other shows I'm already seeing....with James. lol. There are tickets available for The Fray on May 6 in London, but I'm seeing Pink on May 1! lol. I'll try and bring it up with Grant in the next few days if we're chatting, because I need to submit my holiday days to my new employer and I want to factor in something with Grant.
Grant has just text me actually in response to yesterdays text. How weird. lol. It makes me smile and my heart does little flutters. What am I like? lol. I don't know what to reply. I know if I don't ask any questions then it could be ages before I get another response! I replied straight away, I'm a doofus. I just can't help myself. When he doesn't reply it just makes me want to text him more. It's been only a few minutes and already I want to text him again. I have so much to say and nothing to say to him all at the same time. It's strange.
The official start date for my new job is Tuesday April 7. It would've been the Monday but I've had that booked off for ages, it's Wrestlemania! lol. I'm going to be so tired on my first day of work because of 'Mania - we'll be up most of the night on Sunday! lol.
EDIT: There's more football on tonight, and Grant's team is playing. So I guess I got no chance of another message today. But, I did get two today and that's an improvement on yesterday's one! lol. I'm trying so hard to not be the annoying girl who texts all the time - it's about time I had some mystery about me for a change. At least he's a simple creature and I can tell what he'll be doing just by looking at a sporting calendar! lol. I hope his team lose to be honest, it's Manchester United so they'll probably just win everything as usual.
I also think I'm going to invite him to see The All-American Rejects in May. I wonder if he likes them, I kinda do but only know a few songs. James likes them, so how can I explain that I'm going to see them but with someone else..... lol. Hmmmm.....Jodie is always my cover story.
Arsenal are playing in the football too, I need to find a live stream and get the computer linked up to the TV so I can watch it in a bit.
GAH! I want to text him again, but I have nothing to say - so what is the point? I just want to tell him how much I like him and that I need to meet him. But I don't want to scare him away, he's actually a pretty good friend. He asked me about leaving work today and if I had a night out planned yet. He also asked how I was getting on at the gym, he's remembering all these little things about me and he wants to know this stuff. |
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