This playing hard to get thing is a lot more difficult than I thought it would be. I just want to disappear from his sight for a few days and see if he contacts me at all. I hate to be the one doing all the chasing, it makes it even worse because I have a boyfriend. If it was Grant chasing after me then maybe I wouldn't feel so bad. Dropping off the radar is hard though, there is so much temptation to update my Facebook status! I just want to leave it as it is, it's 'Cheryl doesn't feel so good....' - it could kind of spark concern if seen? I don't know. I'm playing way too many games and this is not like me at all. It's such a unique situation that I never thought I'd find myself in. I'm slightly nervous that he won't notice and not get in touch, and when do I actually give into him and see what he's been up to? This is all so new to me, the dating game is a complicated one! lol.
Handing in my notice at work on Saturday wasn't nearly as traumatic as I thought it was going to be. My manager, Sue, was really nice about it and she seemed genuinely pleased for me. She agreed that I'd fulfilled my role on the shoe department and if management wasn't my route then that was fine and I'd gone as far as I could go. It felt good because I've kind of finished on a high with being team leader at the Bury St Edmunds stock in. It's still slipping my mind and I do forget from time-to-time because I'm just getting on with my job! People are still genuinely shocked when they hear the news though, which I'm finding really bizarre and a tiny bit offensive! lol. Did they really think I'd be at that shop forever? I suppose so! lol.
EDIT: Grant just updated his Facebook status. It says: 'Grant survived the motox racing, wish the same could be said for Adams face!!'
I wish I could talk to him. I want so much to text him. I'm trying so hard, but I feel so weak. It's actually gut wrenching! I hate this. |
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Be strong, it will be worth it I promise! And if he doesn't get back in contact, you know he's probably not worth the effort anyway!
