a bad influence on you. | 02/25/2009 |
It's 7am. I've been awake since 5am. I was wide awake and annoying James so he told me to just get up and put the computer on. So, here I am! lol. I might end up writing two Bloop entries again today, don't know what I would do without this place!
Grant still doesn't have a new phone, he is planning on getting one but I have no idea when. He sends me at least one message on Facebook during the day and it's usually late after he's finished work. I'd messaged him my number again because knowing he'd lost his phone he wouldn't have it anymore and I asked him to give me a call in the evening. I think he might have done if it hadn't been the Champion's League football last night! lol. Maybe he'll call tonight? lol. In my last reply to Grant I brought up the date thing again, I wrote: "P.S. You still going to take me out on that date? lol." I just have to wait and see what he says now, I wonder if he even remembers that we'd spoke of that on Thursday night before he lost his phone.
I'm going out to dinner with a friend tonight. I've not seen her in ages. We were meant to go out a couple of weeks ago but she had to cancel because she wasn't well and had to go into hospital. She never said what was wrong and that she'd explain when I saw her.
I spent all day with friends yesterday as well. Jodie is off work this week too and she invited me along to Emma's house. The three of us went out to dinner and drove to an out of town shopping place fora bit of a wander. We went into a pet store and I almost came home with hamsters! lol. James would not have been impressed! I could've called one of them Grant! lol. I did have a really good day though, it beat sitting at home on Bloop and Facebook all day. I'd have only been checking Facebook every half an hour to see if Grant had replied to my message. I was on edge after 5pm last night though, I didn't know if Grant would call or not - I was pretty nervous about him calling while I was out with friends.
We chatted a lot yesterday and the topic of boyfriends came up very often and we spoke about me and James being together for so long. Emma is certain that I won't be with James forever and that I need a guy in my life who's more exciting and bit wild! Well, Jodie was there and she knows about Grant and Emma does not know about him - it's kinda weird that she would sit there are describe everything she thinks I should have and it's everything that Grant is! Jodie and I had a good giggle about it when I drove her home, I'm so glad that she knows about him because I'd go insane keeping all this to myself! lol.
I showed Jodie a couple of pictures of Grant last night. She was impressed, but I did pick the good pictures - some of them don't make him look that great. But there's just something about him which I cannot resist! I sat starring at his picture for half the night last night while I spoke with Jodie on MSN. I am actually a freak and I've got it bad. I need to push for a meet up soon because I need to know how I really feel about him - things might be different if we met up in 'real life'.
I'm just torturing myself, I need to get a grip! ♥ |
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Force him to meet if you have to, otherwise the not knowing is going to drive you crazy lol! Glad you had a nice day, it's nice to get out with some friends now and then 
