LTTA-Friends or Lovers? {RATED R}

Happy Birthday to me, she thought. Right, so what? I’m eight-teen now, no boyfriend, a crappy car, and a virgin. Yea, life must really be great. Dalila had always been the odd man out when it came to school and boys, but she always had one person she could count on her. Her best friend, Bryce. He wasn’t popular but he had friends, the occasional girlfriend. He had come running to her the night he lost his virginity two years ago. They told each other everything, expect for the fact that Dalila was ready to find someone to be her first love. Beside her parents, Bryce was the only one to come over for her ‘party’. Sure she had some school friends, but since she was due to graduate in 2 weeks, she was almost positive that would be the end of the friendships.

“Havin’ a good time?” Bryce asked.

“Oh yea… Wonderful time!” she answered in a sarcastic tone.

“Oh come on, it’s not that bad!”

“Mmhmm, yea, ok. For my eight-teenth birthday, I’m spending it with my parents and my best friend. I am very grateful that you are here Bry!” she smiled at him.

“I wouldn’t miss it for the world!” he leaned over and kissed her cheek lightly. She smiled at him, then her parents walked in with her cake. Eight-teen candles on it, flames standing tall. Almost mocking Dalila. There was no way she was eight-teen, her parents still treated her like she was twelve.

“Make a wish baby girl!” At least they weren’t singing to her this year… After last year, she had begged them to stop with it. She closed her eyes tight, thinking of what she wanted the most.

I wish for my first love and she blew out her candles. Her parents clapped and said their words of love, and served the cake.


***

The party was over, her parents had gone about their normal nightly routine. Dalila and Bryce were down stairs in the den, watching movies. Like the typical Saturday night, they were both on the love seat and talking. Tonight was Dalilas’ turn to pick out the movie, so of course it was sappy romance movie. She hadn’t been prepared for the feelings the sex scene gave her. Her body tightened a little, Bryce didn’t seem to notice.

“What was it like?” she asked in a mousey voice.

“What was what like?”

“Your first time”, her voice was just barely louder.

“Oh. It was good, kinda… all over the place. Nerves and bodies.” he chuckled. “How about yours?” Her cheeks burned.

“I’ve never…” she paused and now his face turned a slight shade of red.

“Oh… Really? I thought that you and uh… Tommy… I mean, you guys were together for like, a year…” he mumbled.

“Yea…” she blushed deeper “I guess he wasn’t ready or I wasn’t good enough for him..” she added bitterly.

“That’s crazy… If I were him…” then he stopped and looked at the TV and sighed “If I were him… I would have loved to of been your first. It should always be with someone you love…” he quickly glanced at her “At least, I think…”

Dalila’s cheeks turned bright red as she thought about what he was saying to her... She looked at Bryce and maybe seen him in a new light. He wasn’t just the boy she’d known since she was five anymore, he was a man. His dark brown hair was short and messy, his eyes were hazel, beautiful, he had stubble over his jaw line, he had to be at least six-foot tall, not real muscular but his arms were nice. And his hands… he had long fingers. She looked back to his face, he was still watching the movie as she just studied him. He was indeed a man, a very attractive man.

“What are thinking about D?” finally looking back at her.

“What you just said… you…” She felt jittery inside, like she had just put her foot in her mouth and wished she could take the words back. Bryce went after the beautiful crowd really… And well, Dalila was just plain. She had long light brown hair, straight as an arrow. Pale blue eyes, about average height, around five-foot-five. Medium build, not skinny, not fat. Curves some people would call them.

“Oh… what about it?” he turned to face her now. Dalila’s heart was in her throat and she didn’t know if she could talk. Never in her life has she felt like this around him. Yup, opened up a can of worms I wasn’t ready for… But he could just want to know what I’m thinking and drop it. The thought put her at ease and suddenly she could tell him everything again.

“Just that, if you and I had dated, rather than me and Tommy… I wouldn’t be a virgin still, and I’d have this awkward stage behind me already. And that while I was in my own little bubble of life, you grew into this really hot guy.” she giggled then looked him at him. His eyes were intensely on hers and he smiled at her, but not the usual smile… something she had never seen before. CRAP!!! This is a whole freakin’ case of worms Dalila!!! What the hell have you done??

“Do you want it behind you?” he chuckled while he inched closer, their legs were touching and she thought her skin was on fire.

“I… uh..” she cleared her throat. “Yes.” she said firmly.

“I can help with that…” She could tell that he wasn’t serious but wasn’t joking either and he was thinking he was going to be shot down. Why not D? He’s hot, he’s your best friend, and he’s WILLING…

“Ok.” He blinked at her numerous times, opened his mouth to talk but stopped.

Bryce hadn’t been prepared for her to say yes… She had always been the shy one and when it came to sex, she was even more shy. But she had just agreed to have sex with him… What would happen to their friendship afterwards? Details my friend, all details. He always thought of D as pretty, beautiful even. He took a deep breath and thought about what to say next.

“Hmm… well. Ok” he chuckled. “You sure about this D?” She nodded and smiled sheepishly. “So, hmm… how do you… uhm… want to start?” His cheeks turned pink as he looked at her.

“I don’t know… I was hoping you would know…” Dalila was twisting her long sleeve in her fingers, looking down at the couch.

Bryce’s hand came to her chin and lifted her face up to his. She was scared, he could see that now. Slowly he brought his lips to hers, lightly brushing his lips over her soft, silky lips. With just that small kiss, his heart was pounding, he could feel his blood racing through his veins, and all he could think about was her. His mouth became frantic on hers, wanting to taste more. He slid his tongue into her mouth and her sweetness was mind blowing. He was sure that if innocence had a flavor, it would be Dalila.

She wrapped her arms around his shoulders, met his kisses without thinking, it was good that her body knew how to react because her mind was a puddle. As soon as Bryce put his hand under her chin she knew this was the path of no return. Her lips parted, letting his tongue swirl around hers. He was rough but passionate. Tommy had never kissed her like this, she never knew that kisses like this could be had except for in movies and books.

His hands went behind her back and he pulled her body closer to him. She felt his hard body and soon melted into it. She let her hands roam free, over his broad back, down his arms, over his butt, and back to his neck. Dalila traced her finger tips over the back of his neck, swirling the few strands of his hair. As he deepened the kiss, he moaned into her mouth and D could feel herself growing wet. She had definitely never experienced this kind of making out before.

Bryce was sliding his hand over her stomach and farther up. Feeling brave, he slide his hand over her breast, and she moaned, so he cupped it and squeezed it lightly. Then he heard foot steps coming down the stairs, he darted up and ran to the bathroom. Dalila sat up, straightened her clothes and took a deep breath. She glanced at the TV and realized that the movie had shut off so she shot up, looking for another one.

“Hey baby girl” Amy said. “We just wanted to tell you happy birthday and that we love you!”

“Hope you had a good b-day sweetie pie!” Dennis was beaming at her. “Where’s Bryce?”

“Bathroom” she pointed at the closed door. Her brain was still mush.

“Ok.. Well, tell him we said goodnight too!.” Her parents blew her kisses and were walking back up the stairs. D fell back on the couch without putting a movie in and let out a sigh when Bryce walked out of the bathroom.

“Whew!” running a hand through his hair.

“Yea! ” she laughed unevenly. He walked toward her and leaned over her, hands on both sides of her head.

“I didn’t think it’d be cool to tell your ‘rents goodnight with a boner.”

“A bon…. Oh… OH!” She felt so embarrassed then proud. “Did I do that to you?” she smiled.

“Well, yea D… Those lips of yours, more powerful then I ever thought possible.” he brushed his lips over hers quickly. “And your body, mmmm” he ran a hand down her side, back up, and over her breast.

“Oh please” she managed between ragged breaths.

“Don’t believe me?” looking into her eyes, she shook her head at Bry. “Fine…” he grabbed her hand and lead it to the crotch of his pants. Before her hand even touched him, her body was throbbing for him again. He planted her hand over the bulge in his pants and rubbing it. He groaned out loud and moved his hand off of hers, but she kept rubbing.

The more she rubbed, the harder he got. He was throbbing and he felt like tearing off both of their clothes and doing it now. This is her first time Bry… better make it worth while. Not horrible like your first time. Take it slow man. First thing first, get her to remove her hand from my cock! He grabbed both of her wrist and pinned them above her head and kissed her deeply. Then he broke away from her lips and started kissing her neck and ear lobes, nibbling lightly.

Dalila moaned lightly, every time his hand touched her skin, she felt her hot blood running through her but her skin felt ice cold. She couldn’t think straight but she knew that it was time… Bry hadn’t even touched her between her legs yet and she wasn’t sure how much longer she could hold out. She took a deep breath that was unsteady, trying to form a sentence… or at least a few words.

“Bry…” he kissed her jaw and ran his hand over her breast, squeezing gently on her hard nipple” “Mmm, Bry… I want you…” He paused and looked up at you.

“Are you sure, right now?”

“Mmhmm” she nodded.

He got up and locked the door, just in case. Then came back to her and took off his shirt. His muscles on his chest caused a few more twinges in her. She let out an uneven breath, sat up and ran her hands over his chest, just a slight trail of hair… around his nipples and down to his belly that was lost in his tight jeans.

“Hey… I just thought of something..” he sat down next to her. “Do you have any condoms?”

“No…”

“Shit… me either…” he sat back.

“I am on birth control….”

He smiled at her and lunged towards her. She laughed as he tried to take off her shirt. Once he got it over her head, he took in her body. Her large breast in a read silky bra, her curvy hips, the top of her jeans that he wanted to rip off.

“I wish I would of done this sooner D.” he mumbled against her chest, leaving kisses all over her breast.

“What? Took my virginity?” she said breathlessly and let her head fall back and enjoy the kisses.

“No, no… Well… that too.. That’ll be awesome. But realized your beauty.” he slid his unsteady hand down to her jeans, unbuttoning and unzipping them. He kissed down her belly, around her belly button, and slid her jeans off and threw them to the floor. Her panties were matching to her bra. I never thought of her as a matching panty and bra kinda girl… hmm, what else don’t I know about her? He slid her bra straps down, kissing gently.

He took off her bra, letting her breast bounce freely. He suckled her nipples, harder as she moaned. Dalila pushed him away, and at first he was worried that she was feeling pressured. Then her hands went down to his jean buttons, undoing them and pushing them off his hips. She kisses his chest and Bryce never knew how sexual that was until that moment. Bry stood up and slid his pants and boxers down, exposing his hard cock. She gasped a little as he came back to her, sliding off her panties.

Spreading her legs slightly, he put himself in between her legs without letting his throbbing penis touch her yet. He kissed her lips lightly, then kissed her cheek, her forehead, ears and then pulled back a little to look at her.

“This is it baby doll… Are you sure you want to go through with this?” She nodded and wrapped her arms around his shoulders. She kissed him deeply, sliding her tongue into his mouth and drove him wild. Slowly Bryce slid his long cock towards her pussy lips and teased her a little. She arched her hips up, moaning out loud. With that, he slid into her slowly.

She was so tight around him, he wanted to blow his load right then and there but he resisted. He got all of it into her and started pumping back and forth. All the while Dalila was scratching at his back and her hips were rocking with him. She was the best lover he had ever had and this was her first time. He could feel her muscles start to tighten so he picked up speed. He drove into her faster and faster until she was no longer scratching his back, but her nails were dug deep into his back.

Dalila came hard and slow, wrapping her legs around Bryce. She felt that if she didn’t hold on, she might fly away. He was filling her to the rim with pleasure and she wasn’t sure how much more she could take. Then he gripped her tighter and he groaned and pumped into her slower but harder. His body was shaking on top of her. Without prior knowledge she had no idea, but figured he was coming and thought that it might feel better if she continued to rock with him. As she did, she felt her tighten again and came with him.

Bryce collapsed on top of her, breathing deeply. He kissed her neck and nuzzled into her. He was sure that he was paralyzed but he could feel his legs shaking and his throbbing cock. Even as wore out as he was, he wanted her again and again. Right now, tonight. But he wasn’t sure if it was just a one time thing or not. He hoped it was as good for her as it was for him. He sat up and looked at her. Her eyes were closed and she was breathing lightly.

“D?” he kissed her lightly. Her eyes fluttered open.

“Yes?” she mumbled.

“You ok love?” She nodded and drifted off to sleep. He looked at the clock, it read twelve-thirty in the morning, they had started this around ten pm. Whoa, no wonder she’s tired. He cleaned himself up, then cleaned Dalila up, and the couch and whatever else needed to be cleaned. Before he left, he had gotten D into her nightshirt, she barely woke up for that, and covered her up for the night. Just before leaving, Bryce leaned over her and kissed her temple.

“Dalila…” he whispered

“Hmm” was barely a groan and he knew she wasn’t really hearing him.

“I think I‘ve been in love with you my whole life…”

***

Dalila woke up around noon, stretching and rolling around on the couch. When she went to sit up she realized her legs were sore. She ran her hands through her tasseled hair. I’m sore all over! D got up from the couch and realized there was some dried blood on her leg and started to freak a little. Take a deep breath, it’s normal… it’s ok. She took a shower, let the hot water run over her sore body and unwind a little. Everything inside of her felt weird, shaken really. The way Bryce had kissed her last night made her mind turn into mush this morning. Things would just go back to how they were D… That’s it. He asked for one night with you and you got it.

She climbed up the stairs to get room, got some clothes on and flopped onto her bed. Before she knew it, she was drifting off to sleep again. Her body and mind were wore out from last night and even after eight in a half hours of sleep, she still felt drained. She awoke to her cell phone alerting her that she had received a text message. Dalila groggily opened her phone to read the message. It was Bryce.

“You still up for our plans 2nite?” She wanted to reply, but before she could, her eyes closed and she was asleep again.

***

Two hours had passed when someone knocked on her bedroom door. It was now three in the afternoon, she hadn’t slept in that late since last summer break. She sat up, ran a hand through her hair, trying to seem more alert and went to open the door.

“Hey honey, Bryce is here and he seems worried.” The lines on her dads forehead told her that he was worried too. Dalila wasn’t one to sleep through the day unless she was sick. But she felt great, just wore out and sore. Other than that, she felt happy, light on her feet, like she was on cloud nine.

“Yea, ok… Tell him I’m on my way down.” When he walked away, her first thought was to straighten herself up. Primp. But really, Bry had seen her ten times worse than this and sex hadn’t changed their friendship. So she walked out of her room and down to the living room, Bryce was sitting on the couch, eating more birthday cake, talking to her parents, just like normal. She smiled at him and a little to herself. There was life after sex, she snickered.

“Hey there B!”

“D” he mocked, smiling. “You still wanna go to dinner with my parents?”

“Well yea… It’d be a little rude of me to not go when they are taking me out for my birthday.” she giggled.

“True true. We should probably go…” Dalila hugged her parents and told them she’d be back later. Since she and Bryce have been friends for so long, they didn’t worry about them going out together or being in the same room alone… it was just natural for them.

***

After dinner, Bryce took Dalila home and they hung out with her parents before they went to bed. Watching reruns of Law and Order was actual fun since it had become tradition for weekends. They all talked together, shared stories, but tonight when Mr. and Mrs. Rowe went to bed, something inside of him jittered.

“My turn for the movie tonight!” Bryce said triumphantly.

“Mmhmm, like I don’t know what you’re going to pick out.” she giggled.

“Actually, you don’t. I brought a different movie.” Dalila gasped sarcastically. “I brought over Robin Hood-Men in Tights” he laughed.

“Awesome” she laughed with him.

He put in the DVD and sat next to her. Through out the movie, nothing unusual happened, but when Robin Hood was singing to Maid Marion, Bryce stiffened a little bit. He suddenly needed a drink, turned to look at Dalila to ask her if she needed anything, but she was already looking at him. Before he knew what was going on he and Dalila were kissing, their hands all over each other, tongues swirling around each others.

Bryce tugged at her hair lightly to expose her neck and he began nibbling at it. He heard her let out a moan and kept kissing. He cupped her breasts with his hands and found his mouth kissing down to her wonderful cleavage. He flicked his hot tongue over her cool skin and nibbled gently.

D decided it was her turn to be in charge so she worked up the courage and shoved Bry on his back and began kissing him deeply. She ran her hands down his sides and back up, then put both hands on the side of his face and continued to kiss him. Sliding her tongue passed his lips, into his mouth she tasted him but she wanted to taste more.

“Can you teach me how to give a blow job?” her eyes on his, but Bryce could see the innocence in them. He didn’t know how to answer her so he just nodded. He cleared his throat, he wanted to talk but didn’t know if he could say anything. She went down to the zipper of his pants, undoing them quickly.

“Take your time, love.” he whispered. She nodded, steadied her hand and took a deep breath. Slowly she unzipped his pants, revealing his boxers. Her hands were unsteady and suddenly she wasn’t sure if she could go through with this. Bryce must of felt her uneasiness and pulled her up to him. He kissed her lips slowly, sweetly. He pulled her body close to him and wrapped his arms around her waist. He could feel his self grow harder at the thought of her putting it in her perfect little mouth. He slid his tongue passed her lips, licking her tongue over and over until she pulled away. Dalila went back down to his crotch and pulled at his jeans until they were on the floor.

D pulled the elastic waistband over his swollen penis, slid those to the floor as well. She had never put a cock in her mouth before but she was finding it exciting at this moment. Slowly she kissed the tip of it, feeling the smooth skin touch her lips and tasted pre-cum. She then licked her lips to get the full flavor and decided she liked it. Dalila then flicked her tongue over the head when she heard him moan.

From the moment her soft lips touched his cock, he felt like he had gone to heaven. She flicked her smooth, warm tongue over the cock head, and he melted. Dalila took him slowly into her mouth, lips wrapping around the ridge. He thrusted his hips gently up as she took more of the shaft in her moist mouth. Bryce put his hand on the back of her head, lightly gripping a handful of hair and massage and gently pulling back and forth. His cock grew harder in her mouth, it felt like velvet, his balls grew tighter and he knew he was going to come.

“Dalila… baby…” he breathed. “I’m gonna come… real… soon.” She stopped and looked up at him. Ecstasy in his eyes and his face relaxed.

“What should I do?” biting her bottom lip.

“You have to decide…” he paused as she kissed the tip of his penis “if you want me to come in your mouth, on myself, or in you.”

“What feels best for you?”

“Right now honey, anything would feel awesome. You have me so hot.”

“And if you get off in my mouth…?” He arched his back at the thought, groaning loudly as she took his shaft in her hand.

“God D, I’m so fucking close” he groaned out loudly.

Without another thought, Dalila put her mouth around his cock and began sucking feverishly. She tasted the sweet taste of pre-cum and kept sucking. Harder and harder. She felt his already hard cock feel like silk covered steel. He grew still as she kept bobbing, then she felt it. He shot his load into her mouth, hitting the back of her throat. The rush of hot semen into her mouth was not what she expected. There was a lot of it and it flooded her quickly.

Bryce moaned loudly, bucking his hips into her mouth and gripping the back of her head. When she pulled back he realized that she had swallowed a lot of his come and another twitch came along with more come. He had never experienced anything like this before.. He wanted to make love to her so bad right now. He pulled her close to him, wrapped her arms around her and snuggled. After a few minutes, Dalila looked up at him.

“Did I do ok?” she asked sheepishly.

“Better than ok.” he kissed the tip of her nose. “I have never had one so intense before, love.” D smiled at him and snuggled deeper into his chest. His arms around her was an amazing feeling. She didn’t know what it was about right now, but she had butterflies in her stomach.

Then she thought about what he just said… “I have never had one so intense before, love.” Love… Am I his love? She looked back at him, his eyes were closed but she could tell he wasn’t sleeping. Lightly she kissed his lips, she felt the electricity run through her body.

“Why did you call me “love” ?” His eyes popped open wide and he looked at her.

“I.. uh… I’m not sure… it just sort of happened.” He looked at the clock, it was almost midnight. “Shit, I gotta run D. Pick you up for school?” She nodded and sat up. Bryce got up, cleaned up a bit and got his clothes on.

Dalila walked him to the door, not knowing if she should kiss him or not. She wasn’t sure if they were friends with benefits, friends that were experimenting, or something more… the worst part was that she wasn’t sure what she wanted the most. She stood at the door, waiting for him to do something but it looked like he was waiting for her to do something.

“’Night Bry… See you in the morning.” He smiled and walked out of the door. Dalila was a little disappointed that he hadn’t kissed her before he left. As she was going to lock the door, Bryce opened it back up, slid his hand behind her neck, his thumb by her ear and pulled her close in for a kiss. When he pulled back, they both smiled at each other.

“Goodnight D.”

***

School went as any usual day expect for the fact Bryce looked at her differently. Not a bad different but she wasn’t sure if it was a good different either. Like most Mondays, Bry had after school tutoring with special needs students so they wouldn’t hang out, and really Dalila was good with that. She needed time to think about how things had changed over the weekend. Bryce met her outside her last period and head home. It was a good thing they lived only a few blocks away.

“Sup B?”

“Eh.. Crap load of homework… I can’t believe that even with the end of the year, right around the corner!” he growled. “Sorry… my mom has been bugging me about applying to colleges but I don’t think I want to go right away.”

They walked to his car, which was much better than Dalila’s old clunker. She gladly let him drive her to school every day since their Sophomore year. All of her freshman year was spent riding the bus because Bryce didn’t like Tommy and refused to let him ride with them. So, in protest of her boyfriend, she also refused to ride with Bryce.

“What about you, D? About college, that is.”

“I’ve already applied to a couple ones around here. But I also applied to farther away… I’m hoping to hear back from them soon.”

“What one do you want to get into the worst?” he parked in front of her house.

“Hmm.. I’m gonna say..” she paused.. “U of M”

“In Michigan?” he looked at her, confused.

“Well… yea…” she chuckled.

“I suppose that’s not too far away from Pennsylvania” he smiled.

“Yea.. Well, I better go so you can get back to school.” she went to open her door when his hand grabbed hers.

“Can I come over tonight?”

“Sure, of course.” Dalila nodded.