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When I'm good, I'm damn good

07/01/2010

Luke wanted to make me feel less silly for shaving my head today so he agreed to let me dye his hair red. It was the sweetest, most self-sacrificing thing he's ever done to cheer me up. Sometimes this man just comes out of the blue with shit like that and makes me fall in love with him all over again. He is so patient and understanding. He never judges me when I am acting more bizarre than usual. He just takes it as it comes and tries to sort of settle me down in a gentle, non-invasive, unpatronising way. It's remarkable. I've never met anybody like that. I am lucky to have him. Incredibly lucky.

I've been wanting him to dye his hair red since... almost the beginning. Like, a deep, but rich red. He naturally has medium-brown coloured hair with a fair bit of blonde in it that's been bleached from the sun. His hair is... well, "long for a guy" I suppose. He can tie it back if he needs to but it falls out after like half an hour. It's wavy and disgusting and I'm always getting my fingers caught in it when I'm stroking his head in bed (sh, it soothes me) which makes him bitch and moan but I've never heard him say he'd cut it short and fuck he has downright refused to dye it red since I started suggesting it. Until tonight. So I did it, and dare I say it, fuck I am fucking brilliant. He looks like a fucking rockstar.

Luke! You're so HOT.

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you shaved your head? do you have no hair or just like that peach fuzz type hair? that feels cool. i kinda wanna shave my head again haha.

oh you stroke heads. i friggen love you even more now. i always pester david to pat me lol.

[& skull.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

shaved head no hair. Although it's starting to grow back. I do it when i get stupidly depressed. It's like cutting only worse cos my hair is my most prized possession. And my head is cold now lol.

[an empty frame.|0 likes] [|reply]

I really want to see a picture of you and Luke. I wonder what you guys look like after every entry that I read. Images are starting to form from your entries, but I'm still dumbfound.

[xo heatherStar|0 likes] [|reply]

we are just the best looking guys in the world, basically. I look like jared leto and he looks like brad pitt. Only... I'm lying

[an empty frame.|0 likes] [|reply]

you should post pics of yourselves.

[//Gravida ;;*|0 likes] [|reply]

red hair, totally awesome.
i miss my red hair, I always left so sexy when I had it!

long hair on boys, no. haha.
just, not cool!

[- misseriin*Star|0 likes] [|reply]

lol try convincing him to cut it short

[an empty frame.|0 likes] [|reply]

is he one of those "i love my long hair and i'm not cutting it" kind of boys

[- misseriin*Star|0 likes] [|reply]

nah hes one of those 'im not paying $20 for a haircut i dont need one its fine how it is' guys.

[an empty frame.|0 likes] [|reply]

bahahahaha
thats my boyfriend.
then he starts looking shaggy and awful

[- misseriin*Star|0 likes] [|reply]

lol yeah luke looks pretty shaggy too but i like it. Comes home from work all dirty and sweaty and horny and i'm like *POUNCE* *FACE IN ARMPIT* ok maybe not that extreme but still lol

[an empty frame.|0 likes] [|reply]

do you feel naked without hair now? i know some people they are like "my head is collddd" lol

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