I am being treated like a piece of meat. That's not new, I know, and yes, I chose (and I invited it, and gained from it) to let myself be treated like that. However it is now starting to irritate me. He is taking me for granted. The Ds part of our relationship is all but gone. Now he's just plain ol' using me like a doormat. Well I won't act like one anymore. Taking back my body. If he wants a fuckbuddy he can get that elsewhere. That's not what I am. I'm his boyfriend, that means I'm his partner, and if I'm not in it then he can't have it. That's all.