Oh PLEASE hurry up! LOL Ugh I am so ready to have this baby!! He has dropped into my belly button which means breathing is hard not to mention doing anything else! All I'm waiting on is the mucous plug (sorry not trying to gross anyone out) and I'll be ready to go! I've started the final mood swings too, yesterday poor John got the brunt of my anger and frustration and I kept him up until 4 am crying on his shoulder about pretty much anything you can think of LOL After he'd let me cry it out he looked at me and said, "you are about to have this baby any day you know that?" LOL At least he understood that, that was what was causing my mood swings.
I probably upset my grandmother today about the baby as well. You see I've been hiding what we're planning on naming the baby because I'm so sick and tired of people thinking they can impose their opinion on my choices. Well I just like I was afraid of my grandmother informs me today that I must be hiding the name from her because I'm planning on naming him after my father...HA sorry NO WAY!! My dad was NOT there for me when I was little and I'll be damned if I'm going to memorialize my father for being a dead beat dad. No I'm partially naming him after my grandfather on my moms side...he is the man who raised me and the only one who deserves to be part of my babies life period more or less part of his name! Of course I didn't say those exact words to my grandmother..I made my excuses about how I didn't feel like my daddies name would suit my son and left it at that! Regardless though she was not a happy camper about the fact that I wouldn't do as she suggested!
Anyway John just told me that while I was out at my grandmothers house my mom called looking for me so i guess I need to call her back! I'll be back on to write more later on tonight probably! Until then as usual I'm outtie, caio and Blessed Be!
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