Got offered a Job!
I am still in the process of getting hired. They want me to come in on Monday for an Excel assessment. That is one of the Microsoft Office programs I am not very good at, so I feel like that assessment is not really going to go as planned. If I manage to get the assessment done right, they will be happy to hire me.
Meanwhile. I have paid modeling shoot next week!
Finally my freelancing idea is working well, getting lots of requests for shoots.
Still not sleeping well, as much as I would love to have more than 3 hours sleep a night, I don't think I am quite there yet!
Its either that or bad dreams. I cant decide which one I like better...
My mom and I are both pretty stressed out and we are both bumping heads pretty hard lately. Not too sure whether I should be moving out, or trying harder to find a job or maybe even just stop laying in bed...
But I really have nothing better to do and it is really fucking cold.
Last time my mom and I REALLY butted heads, she had me in a chokehold and I was kicked out the house. LOL... trying my best not to let that happen again.
Kyle never got his full time job that was supposed to lead up from his internship.. which is really sad because now he has to go out and find another job. He has an honours degree in sports management and I thought that would have helped him get a job, but I think I was wrong because it turns out that in South Africa, you have to be black to come first in the corporate world... that is called BEE... and that is called unnecessary.
He told me he had a conversation with his aunt today at lunch and now he is moping around and feeling sorry for himself, and I cant seem to find out what it is that she said to him but apparently it hit home pretty hard and made him wake up to the person he really is. He is now doing a re-evaluation of himself, but a the same time being very depressed. I would love to be there for him but I have no idea what is going on, he has seemed to block me out from everything that is going on in his mind right now which is not really best right now because I feel like a shitty girlfriend not knowing how to help him at all.
So I have decided to just leave him alone..
Wait for him to message me.
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