August 3 - Green-eyed Monster

Dear S,

Although you're someone that has a lot of her own demons, which I'm incredibly familiar with, I can't help but be jealous at how everything is very together for you at the same time. I'm so excited for your wedding, and that I get to be part of it, but I'm also so incredibly salty that I haven't had anything like that happen to me. The two of you are absolutely perfect together, but I'm envious of what you and K have, mostly because as much as I want a career, I want the stability and the unconditional love and support he provides for you. 

Lastly, I'm jealous of your presence. I see how many are pulled to you whenever we're at a party or bar and it makes me second guess myself. You're such a pretty girl, that I can't help but wish I was more like you. I'm so blessed to call you a friend, but, I also feel like my jealousy gets the better of me sometimes. 

Best,

L.B