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by yawn of birds

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06/16/2009

fuck all the words in my head

i feel crazy, up and down, down and up, good and bad

i think about healing and growing, and then the monsters come back

and i think about simply existing, and he fills my head, and i miss him

more than anything i miss him

but he is healing. i think he is forgetting about me, because he said he needs to. i am okay with that, sometimes.

i just want him to heal. and i will too, sometime, down the road.

so in the mean time, i am finding some gooooooood distractions.

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RYC: Yes. Kitten is VERY cute. Deadly cute... I'm thinking she's spawn of Diabolo... Infernally cute...


And you, all I can say is that it's normal to feel that way. It may get worse, and a distraction might be a good idea. I don't know. It's different for everyone. *hug*

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