Well, the shittiest thing that could happen happened. My mother has passed away. I'm on to whatever stage anger is. I'm angry that she is dead. I'm angry that she left me here in a pit of sharks to fend for myself. I have had 2 mental breakdowns in the span of 4 days. Not because she has since moved on, but because my sister and "father" are complete sad sacks of shit. I've been through a range of "im going to go get my urns and not go to her funeral", i've been going through the "im changing my number and never giving it to anyone ever again". When my mother got sick, my family unit died. She was the she was the tape.....the wrapping paper.....and the old recycled amazon box that kept this christmas present together. Without her, we are 4 grown ass adults (i'm including my nephew in here) that dont particularly like each other ..... I cant stand my sister and "father" for the lack of compassion and care for other people. I'm a push over, they both know if they beat me down enough i'll just roll over.
My brain is soup. I have to deal with her IRA benefits, the woman whom i talked to, sweet lady i remember 0 of what she said....... I had a long talk with moms bank guy, except for what i wrote down, i remember nothing of that conversation.
Also, we put in on a house to move....and it turned out that they are a shit realty place.....so we got our money back, looking at another house tomorrow.
Have a good day, night, whatever time you see this....
-wasp
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