so kinda hating this place right now.....got into another fight with my ex boyfriend who i still live with.....he invited a few other people over to make supper for them, and he was going to make my favorite thing of his that he makes. I asked if i could have some if i gave him some money, but he said no because he didn't think there would be enough and he wanted to have some left over for lunch the next day for him to eat. i had also given him some money for some wine awhile back, and he said he was going to open some for supper. I asked him if i could have some too and he said no because he bought that one with his own money for himself. it was just annoying because when supper actually came he was like "i opened this wine so i could be communal." yeah, sure. communal for everyone BUT me. wtf? then he also didn't complain when our other roommate had to servings of supper. seriously, it pissed me off. and now he says he wants to move out because he can't take my shit anymore. Sure, i guess i was not dropping it as well as i should have been, but i didn't think it was that bad. and i really can't stand him anymore either. he's lazy and immature. i mean i really do want to try to get better about things. but it's hard because it seems like so many things he does annoys me so much. i just don't know if i can't take it much longer.
the other day we got into a fight again too. It was last friday and i was drinking with a few of my friends when we decided we wanted to play mario kart on my ex's wii. I couldn't find the game so i went into his room to see if it was in there. (He was gone at a surprise brithday party for a guy that i've know all four years of college but i didn't get invited to. kinda pissed me off). anyways. he found out that i was in there and was absolutely pissed. he was also quite drunk. so he moved all of his dvds, the wii, and video games into his room so that no one could use them. Another thing that really pissed me off when i later found out about it is that we had been sharing a netflix account, but when he was drunk he deleted my address and credit card and all of the movies that i added to it off of it. that REALLY made me angry because i still don't even remember all of the movies that i had on there that i wanted to watch. oh well. i guess. i signed up to have my own account.
well i guess that's all. maybe i'm overreacting to everything. not sure. what do you think? uggh why do i even ask that? no one is going to read this. just like no one invites me to anything. i hate my life.
oh another thing is that i hate arguing with him. like just the fact that it seems like he makes everything i say sound bad. like i can never win an argument because he always thinks he's right. it's so annoying. which means that i can never get a word in because he never wants to listen to what i say because apparently i'm immature and stupid.
FUCK! if i don't like him anymore, which i don't, then why the fuck do i care so much if he moves out? i should be happy right? i just feel like he will turn my other roommates against me. i mean, i'm pretty sure they already thinki i'm a bitch just because of fights that him and me have gotten in.
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