this was some while back i just wanted to post it on here because im getting rid of my diary and want it on this one:
Oh my god. Dad & mary made a right show of me at the party. I was so embarrassed! My dad had already been drinking before we went to lesleys. They had a few drinks later on ( little bit of an understatement). They sat down on one of them swinging benches that go in the garden talking about how fat they think lesley is. Now if im wrong correct me but surely if you are in their house insulting them then surely you wouldnt say it loud enough for them to hear, especially if your saying your suprised that they havent had a hearty attack yet. Mary was moaning about haley having a tatoo on her shoulder saying its too common which haley also heard. They were bickering about everything infront of everyone and im pretty sure they were unaware of how loud they were talking. I was actually embarrassed i was there with them. Mary left the house, later followed by my dad which nobody knew about so everyone was looking for them and for ages, they were the talk of the night when they were missing. In my eyes my dad ruined that night for me and i will probably never go to another family party or occasion. Lesley made prawn kebabs which sounds really gross! People were so shocked at dad and marys behaviour they told me not to go home with them. Kerry and tommy said i should stay at lesleys with them. Michael said i could go and stay at his for the night with him and sarah and izabelle, and lin said i should stay at hers with colin and haley and christie. I wanted so much to stay at lesleys with kerry and everyone but i was afraid at my dads reaction to me saying im not staying with him tonight. Me and kerry sat on the bench with the blanket, she started talking about how i have to talk to my dad and that he need to learn to pack it in. She said i should tell him in not staying there unless he stops acting like this infront of me. Haley came over and said every time she sees mary she’s bladded. Kerry said she had to tell lesley the same thing that i have to tell my dad, and haley said she had to tell colin aswell but i dont think it will end the same with me. I think that out of lesley my dad and colin, my dad is the worst. When he was holding izabelle i was like oh my god please do not drop her, i was so scared of my dad that night, he really frightened me. Mary wanted to drive us home that night, very responsible that isnt it, so lesley took the keys off her and we arranged to get a taxi home, even though i really didnt want to spend the night at dad’s. I dont like beign around him when he is like this, i think that is why im frightened of him sometimes, im scared of the reaction. Mary fell asleep in the taxi and started snoring which was actually quite funny, but dad didnt find that bit funny. Dad and the taxi driver had to help her out the car and to the house. When we got in i went streight to the room that i sleep in because i couldnt handle another minuite of being in their company. I woke up in the middle of the night with the door wide open which kinda scared me a little because i dont like being able to see the hall way when im suposed to be going to sleep it frightens me incase anyone walks past unexpecdidly, i realised i hadnt had a quilt on me for ages becuase i was feezing so i stared looking around the edge of the bed on the floor for my quilt but couldnt find it so i started shouting my dad because i was confused about what i had done with it, and dad knew streight away what i was shouting at him for, he came back into the room with my quilt and said mary took it and i was really confused by that, i was wondering what the hell she would want with my quilt. Dad told her the next morning when i came down about what she had done during the night and she couldnt remember it, she found the whole thing funny which got me really mad at her. Aparently she was sick in the front room during the night aswell. That was by far one of the worst nights of my life. |
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