the blahs of life?

and maybe i mini destressed from work?

Anywho Saturday rolls around i find out i open every freaking day that i work this week and I volunteered to stay late on Saturday ( why did i do this?) 

Sun off

mon 530am -11

Tues 5:30am -11

wed 5:30am - 11

thus 530am- 11

friday OFF avon delivery day

Sat 5:30a -2pm

i couldn't sleep last night not to mention we had generator power for most of the day and spent money on a generator tech, only for a outside breaker to be flipped i dont know Amren didn't catch that... but the generator tech said me to update the panel. the panel is orginal to when the house was built ish.. 1975. Amren will be back out on Monday to work on the (Farm transformer_ powers the gas tank, night lites and grain bins when in use)  as they said it was going bad.

 around 5am today when my mom's breakfast alarm goes off( shes diabetic so we try to make sure she eats around the same time each day) i feel a tightness in my chest, and hot like flaming burning hot.  took temp had a low grade fever 99. 5  took tylenol and started burping after i took my iron pill. i felt better and made it to church.

Church was alright this morning had a guest speaker. but i can never seem to focus on what is happening i have to be playing or doing something on my phone. Had a Christian Ed Meeting and we planned some Sunday School things. I will be teaching in Nov and Feb. Our these is Disciples and doughnuts it sounds cute and is something we haven't done... the Adults kind of pick and choose things.. their going to pick up on the women of the bible book we ended with as we hadn't finished it.  so that starts Sept 7th. 

Got  Dr appointments scheduled for my Eyes and Gyncology.  Boy getting that last one scheduled was trippy as fuck. I have medicaid insurance as i dont make enough with my bills to afford my own dang policy and make around ( $20k a year)  so i qualify they only provider they listed as in network for gyncology was only doing telehealth appointments.... My question is how do you do a pap smear and mamagram via telehealth?????????? So i called the insurance and was like the only provider you listed that covers me isn't doing in person services i need these and they said they were only doing telehealth. the support person was kinda stumped... then got me a list of service providers. that people can use when they have reg health coverage... but i got in  so Aug 29th Eye appointment, Sept 8th first pap smear in awhile and first mamagram ( i hate getting old but is 41 now  and mom had breast cancer). It was funny to because the placed i called mentioned my collage address which is when i first got a couple of pap smears... so yeah at least there is access to those records... 

The only thing im looking forward to... is my Youngest nephews birthday Sept 11th. hes going to 8. and he wants squishmellows. I saw this place called: Sad Nuggie based out of Canada on my fb feed... i love their fb reels.. was thinking about maybe looking into getting him one for Christmas... But it will be expensive because it will be shipped from Canada. 

Anywho... i should try to nap... or somethnig... i've been doing intermittant sleep since 10pm last night.. early mornings ahead. not my fave. 

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