So I had a good day today up until I got home from work. Sean is closing tonight and the baby has been screaming at me non-stop and I just can't handle it anymore. People sit there and lecture me and stuff like that...they make me regret even having the F-in kid in the first place. I just don't know what to do anymore. Lately every night Sean and I have been fighting because the baby screams all the time and I am trying to practice self soothing with him and it is just making things worst.
I feel like a bad mom when someone has to lecture me on how to raise my kid or sits there and says oh you are doing this wrong or just plain yells at me. Isn't it bad enough I have the baby screaming at me I don't need anymore people yelling at me. I am sorry if my son's screaming is keeping people awake I am trying the best I can. Some days I just feel like the best I can isn't good enough and I am just a failure. | 
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