It took me a couple days but I realized what it was... even though we're technically not "together" I still felt like I was somehow cheating on him... which is so ridiculous... but I really almost had a panic attack.
lol that's ok, because i'm definitely one of those people who doesn't take compliments well...although the beautiful thing had me blushing a couple times... lol
ummm... i wasn't trying to write a poem... it's not a poem, just random observations about someone I love... you're right, as a poem it would be awful... but they're just thoughts.
That is very true, now that I look at it from your point of view... I did do things, so it was not an entire year wasted... I just did not accomplish what I wanted to accomplish... but your're right, that does not make it a wasted year... thank you And I am done being depressed over it, I refuse to shed one more tear for him.