Yes, yo - happens all the time and seems perfectly normal to me. Especially if you have a big blob of blood ready to come out. Colour depends on how much exercise I've been doing. If I've been doing a lot of aerobic exercise, the blood is brighter red because of the oxygen content. This month I've been a lazy sod so it's dark.
100% normal. you might've just released some blood at the same time
you urinated or you could've just been bleeding heavier than normal.
it's nothing to worry about. just make sure if you ever have to go to the
doctor while on your period and you have to pee in a cup that you tell
them you are menstruating right now, because if they see blood in your
urine, they will freak the heck out and try to take you to the emergency
room. true story, I've had this happen.
Totally normal
The muscles you use to go to the bathroom, are the same ones that you use to push things out of your vag. (babies, etc. )
Mine's always really dark though. Usually from days 2-5 then it dies down and I usually don't see it. I've had times where it looked like nothing but blood.
Golly gosh - how time flies! I can't believe you're graduating already! Congrats, yo!
I've known a few internet people who died - but their family posted to inform us, and it clearly wasn't fake. I've come across quite a few fakies too! If I were to die, no one would know, though, because I don't inform my family of the sites I frequent! But then maybe it would come out through FB and everyone would somehow find out.
Well, golly gosh, I'm glad you're still alive. Stay that way please!
(I'm all out of 'there there's anyway! My sis is always phoning me wanting them!)
You know, if you ever fancy exchanging RL addresses, I could send you some silly things, like, I dunno, frog-shaped jelly sweets, so that you get some treats as well as your housemate. Asda do some jolly good frog-shaped jelly sweets, and I am going there right now, so I shall get some for you, and then if you don't want them, I'll eat them myself (but, like, I really shouldn't, because I've given up junk food!).
I am paranoid too sometimes, yo. Like, I often don't believe people when they tell me I'm being paranoid! I think they are just looking through rose-tinted glasses! And sometimes I think I am right, like even now in retrospect, knowing I'm sometimes paranoid, I also know that sometimes people can lie to keep things all nice and rosy on the surface. Like, I think sometimes it really is impossible to know - I don't necessarily think that means you're losing your mind.
Ah, but you recognise it is paranoia, and so you don't really think they hate you, so that is better than lack of self awareness. Apparently the way to deal with paranoia is logical self talk. Cognitive behavioural stuff. Although it could just be an after-effect of the exhaustion of writing 50,000 words!
Gosh, yo - most people would be happy to be hero-worshipped! But actually, I'd say the fact that he isn't means that this is a really good friendship - he wants you guys to be equals, and he doesn't want to have the power role in the friendship. I think it demonstrates a lot of respect for a friend to say they don't want to be hero-worshipped. I would believe him when he says he doesn't want to stop being friends. I mean, guys are generally straight-forward about such things. Maybe it'll strengthen your friendship.
Do you see a therapist, yo? Like, someone who can help you put together a strategy of how not to burn and cut and stuff? I'm just thinking, the fight will be easier if you've got someone helping you strategise (which I think is not a word! Er... I think I mean form strategies!). So you can find alternative outlets, and be accountable to someone and all that jazz.
ALAS - BEING WITHOUT INTERNET SUCKS. IT IS TOTALLY MY ESCAPISM PLACE TOO.
WHAT IF YOU WOULD TRAIN TO BE A DOCTOR? THEN YOU COULD BE A SURGEON AND CUT OPEN OTHER PEOPLE, AND MAYBE YOU'D LOSE THE URGE TO CUT YOURSELF. *** CLICK MY EGGZ && BABY DRAGONZ, YO!
Lol I'd have been crazy embarrassed then. My mom came over to help me clean up before I had carpal tunnel surgery and found mine, she was like what's this? I almost died.
RYC: The girl who does my tattoos is just an apprentice and I'm pretty much a guinea pig getting half price tattoos; so whenever she needs to try something, like a leg ,I tell her what I like, orange roses it was this time and she draws something just for me.